VINTAGE AVENUE

2010-08-12T17:38:00.002+08:00

MOVED TO

http://dropdead-vintage.tumblr.com/

I'll still leave this site to keep it as memory

but i won't blog here often. So, do check my tumblr! :D

Love,

Afiqah

2010-06-01T18:20:00.002+08:00

Good day readers! It has been a long time, right?
Alright, how's everyone doing? With school especially?
'O' Levels is in a few months time and i swear im not prepared for it!
Okay i shouldn't talk about school stuff which prolly make me
feel so sick talking about it. Lol.
As for the picture above, well, no one knows how much i FREAKING
LOVE THE SHOW, CINTA FITRI. Shireen Sungkar and Teuku Wisnu
are the bestest couple ever in a drama, GREAT CHEMISTRY!
Sadly, Season 5 is the last season for the show, after this, there
won't be anymore Cinta Fitri! :(:(:(:(:(:(:(
But i'll always support Cinta Fitri till death! It's a very unique show,
what more it's about true love, loyalty and fighting for your love ones.
It is not like other typical indonesia drama whereby you have this girl main
character is being treated harshly by the family of the guy she fell in love with
because of her status. Basically Cinta Fitri is just unique!!!!!!!
Okie, enough of Cinta Fitri! :):):):):):)

Well, it's the holidays babey but well i still have two weeks of school.
At least we have the other half of the holidays to spend on.
Prolly gonna go Sentosa with Joelle all as planned.
It is a good plan though, at least we can get off the books for a day
and just let our hair down. Im leaving for Malaysia this Saturday
and returning on Monday. Gonna miss school on Monday!
That's the fun part(i shouldn't be thinking this way! tsk! ).
Well, I didn't wanna go because Ms Martens told us not to go overseas during the
june holidays but because we are going there for some family day thingy,
so i guess i shall just go. Plus it's during the weekend!
Another day off the books! Alright folks, this is quite a wordy post,
i shall post some time soon. I'll try to find some
time to update my blog because my blog is like DEAD TTM!
Next post will prolly be the pictures that i'll post for the family day this weekend.
Meanwhile, you reader, ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS!
Till next time readers, TAKE CARE!

XOXO,
Afiqah! :D

2010-04-24T14:12:00.008+08:00

Hhhhheeeellloooossss WORLD. It's been like ages since i pressed
that NEW POST button on my blogger profile and blog.
Well, you gotta pardon me because im sucha busy person nowadays.
What more, Prelims are coming soon. Been studying alot so yeah.
But for the past few days i didn't because i was sick and it's a major suckage.
I should have many things to say after not blogging for so long but
i can't seem to think of anything to blog about right now! Pfft.

Since i don't know what to blog about, i shall just say i love this song so much.
What more the music video is finally out like after so long.
I really like the quality of the video, sharp and clear.
Well, Demi is in the video that's why i like, DUH?!?!?!?!?!?!
Plus her voice in the song is like WHOA!!!! Lol.
Oohhh, and im promoting a BIG SALE that's happening on Sunday.
STUDIOFROST is having their sale, all items are gng from $10 onwards.
Tell me about it! Im so going to the sale. Btw, studiofrost is kinda blogshop
and the owner is Nurul Aini. She's the model too for that blogshop.

Sadder note, it's Ungu's concert today and the even drastically sadder
part is im not able to go because i got no ka ching! Sigh im gonna miss this
happening concert while the beloved MIRA, is going to enjoy the concert and take
pictures of Pasha, the handsome and hot singer of the band!!!!!!!!!!
Till next time, Bye Bye!

Lotsa Love!

2010-03-18T20:58:00.002+08:00

I know it's been so long, right? So im back to blog.
March holidays is coming to an end, real soon. Yeah, 1 week
past so fast, right? Anyways, Saturday will officially be our last performance
with the band because we're graduating from band!
It's obviously the time i've been waiting for so long but
at the same time, i don't wanna leave band.(totally hate this feeling)
There are many sweet memories in band that definitely had a great impact on me.
The bitter ones, lessons learned. The opportunities i had, that no one had.
The bond we empowered from one generation to another and obviously
the friendship i made. Nothing could ever replace all these.
I feel sucky because all of my friends have graduated but im very grateful
to still have my Sec 4s juniors to share the last moments in band with us, the Sec 5s.
I hate this feeling, half say i wanna leave band and half say no i don't want to.
Im very grateful to be in Percussion Band for the past 5 years
because i've learned many things that probably other cca doesn't offer.
Thank You PB for the great experience for the past 5 years.
I LOVE YOU ALL FOREVER.

2010-03-04T16:47:00.002+08:00

IT'S HIS BIRTHDAY! :D:D:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND LIFE! :D

It's the bestest picture i could find. Lol.
The picture is from Cinta Fitri show btw.
Alright, gotta study, update soon aites. Tc! :D:D:D

2010-03-02T17:16:00.002+08:00

SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL, GORGEOUS, AMAZING AND TALENTED PIXIE LOTT IS???
OMG, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SAY BUT I LOVE HER SO MUCH!!!!
It's only Tuesday, a long way to go till the weekend comes!
Almost a week away to March Holidays, yayness or sadness?!?!

2010-02-27T11:07:00.004+08:00

I love her rocker chic kinda style, it's so her!

TKAM play yesterday. Well though it didn't meet my expectations

i find the play OKAY. Nothing amused me that much especially the props.

I think they don't have enough props for the play.

Gonna go have dinner with cousins and aunts today, yay!

School has been fine, nothing impressed me.

Oh my, i totally forgot that there's performance tmr!
Sigh, there it goes my sunday! :( :( :(

Omg, after so long not performing, it kinda give me jitters

when i think that im performing tmr which makes me dread

going for it. Can't wait for March 18!

I shall head down to my bed to continue on with my sleep

because my mum woke me up at 8am today, A SATURDAY!!!!

2010-02-19T19:40:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since i blog huh?
Been busy with school and thankfully no CCA today! *SMILES*
Guess what people, i got my iPHONE like finally right???
After for almost two years not changing phone, it felt great to
hold on to a phone with lotsa functions in it! TEEHEE.
Life as a Sec 5 sucks, trust me! It is as though
we're not significant in the school.
I hate being a Sec 5 firstly because we are always being left out and
secondly, always being picked out! Chhhhheeessseee!!!!
Sometimes i wish i have graduated last year, sigh!
I've been browsing through alot on Indonesian Celebrities lately.
Some of the guys are GOOD LOOKING and HOT!!!!
Im gonna ask daddy to buy the cable where i can get indonesian channels.
I had one before but my mum sold the cable to a karung guni man
WITHOUT my permission for goodness sake!?!?!?!?!
What did she get my selling it to the karung guni man, 5 bucks?
I think lesser than that! She should have just leave it in my room, sigh.
Nvm, it's over anyways, shall just buy a new one, end of story!
I should stop, shouldn't i? For now, im waiting till 9.30pm arrives for
Cinta Fitri to start. I never fail to not to cry when i watch that show.
Till next time people. Tata.

2010-01-25T20:11:00.002+08:00

This show is like one of the bestest Indonesian show i've ever watched!

However, the show's kinda draggy in some ways but whatever it is,

i still love the show. Sensasi is playing the 3rd season but indonesia channel,

SCTV is showing the current season, season 5. The main female and male cast

cannot be apart in the show, i swear. They are so loving and they have a strong chemistry.

That totally made viewers wanting to watch it all the time, i guess?

Whoa. Lol, im falling for the main male cast!!!!!!!!! Teeeeeeehhhhheeeeeee.

Currently, i can't watch because i've cancelled my Sensasi channel,

so probably im gonna take it back so i wouldn't feel empty whenever the clock

strucks 9.30pm, that's when the show's airing.

Before i brag even more about it, i shall head off to settle some stuff.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

P.S, the main female(in the centre) and the main male(right of the main female).

2010-01-19T19:14:00.002+08:00

LOVE THE BOTH OF THEM SO BADLY! LOL.
Hello, back blogging. Yikes. School is such a bore.
I can't wait to just bloody take my 'O' level and then get the hell
out from that school. It's so torturing to be in that school.
In the first place, i didn't even wanna be in that school. CHEESE!!!
Well, had a lecture from a teacher about student leaders attire. God damn it!
Complains after complains and thus we got the lecture.
(See the point why i hate to be a student leader?)
We got threatened for goodness sake. If we're not gonna wear our leader's uniform
properly, they're gonna refrain us from wearing it and
we have to wear the old uniform back? Wth, i gave all of it away, please.
Had a surprise party for Joycelyn even though her birthday is tmr.
We were so afraid that our plans backfire but fortunately, it went well. YAY!!!
Went to Bedok Inter after that to find a matching bag for the whole class.
Like omg, so exciting right, i smell unity!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D
So cool right, like everyone in class uses the same bag and when we line up in
the festival court everyone will stare at us with wide eyes!!! OMG!!!!! :D:D:D:D
Walk around the night market to find for bags but nothing caught our attention.
Saw Fadhilah and her boyfriend, as usual. Fad, aku tau kau rindu aku kan?
Hehehehehehe larh, tak payah susah2kan diri rindukan aku, lol.
Kite jumpe lain hari arh, bebual panjang, aku ade byk cite nk blg kau!!!!!
I also met Murni and Syukri, primary school friends. It's been a long time though.
Manage to catch up with them a while and both are doing well in ITE, i guess?
Well, wish them the best! May we meet again some other time!!! God's willing.
PE wasn't fun at all! Had bad cramps for godknows why and didn't participate
much for PE today. Well, i guess i got to sign off now to do some revision
on some subjects like POA? Lol, yeah right!

Truck loads love,
Afiqah :D

2010-01-13T18:58:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONA RAIDAH!!!
STAY HAPPY ALWAYS AND REST WELL.

How unlucky she was, sick on her birthday.

Ignore my damn fucking face, wasn't prepared to take the picture.
Now im so looking forward for Thursdays because it makes the
week sounds shorter. Anyways, i guess going back for CCA is "fun"
afterall. Obviously it's not. I mean like you're still stuck in the CCA
while all your friends are busy choosing which Poly they wanna go.
I smell jealousy there! Had auditions today for the future Pb-ians.
Well, it was so-so. Just pissed me off to be in the audition room because
im like the only Sec 5 there?! Cheese! Anyways, luckily i was just sitting in
for Cherie today as she has drama elective. I would rather be the runner
then be in the audition room to audition the people.
The only best part was laughing at them. Ironically, we were like them before
and that our seniors actually laughed at us before too. Meanie.
It's like a karma. Shanna passed me some of her Eng notes for
my reference. Hehehehe, Thank You to you Shananananananana!
I've to get going to read up my SS notes, Detterence & Diplomacy,
as we'll be having a so called SS test.
HHHHEELLLLPPPP. I hate that topic so much!

Sometimes i feel is so unfair to live.
Do you always have to give in, in life and just letting yourself suffer?
What if one is so cold hearted and never spare a thought for you?
Or maybe making someone feel so outcasted?
Well, i maybe feigning ignorance, but, till when?
Im not being a petty pot here and im not the only one
that feels that way, someone else too but are you aware of that?
Try to be in our shoes. You'll feel sad and miserable, right?
Like you're not being appreciated?
I guess you loved making people feel that way.
However, when it happens to you, attitude it will that you show.
There's a limit to everything you do.
You don't have to be so KEPO and want to know every single thing
about that person but when it comes to your "share"
you would just shut up while that person tries to pretend
she doesn't wanna know anything. Im tired of all this giving-in-to-you
sort of thing. In life, you have to give and take, you either win or lose,
fail or succeed. You can't always hope and assure that a person
will always go with the flow and that you have to always be the boss.
Accept it, but what about you, are you accepting
the reality of living in this open world? I doubt so.
Shall i continue on with the charade in front of you or speak up?
I don't want to argue over a matter that we can put aside on,
and focus on something else. Im a type of person who doesn't like
to start a fight over small matters for no reason unlike you.
What if i can't stand it any longer? Die inside?
I might not be able to change you, but you can change yourself.
Everything starts from yourself. If you want people to have a good and clean
impression of you, i guess you will have to mend your ways of
presenting yourself in front of people. Im not asking you to be perfect,
neither i am perfect, but nothing can change if it's not from you.
Trust me, you can't live with this kind of attitude because
it looks bad on you, pretty on the outside, but ugly and rude on the inside.
Beauty starts from your heart, not your face or the way you dress.

2010-01-11T19:58:00.002+08:00

Hello, this would be my first post for 2010! I know right, like so long!
Well, today's the release of GCE 'O' level results.
Got my Maths and MT results and thankfully, i got A2 for MT
but Maths wasn't satisfying, a B4!!!! It's okay, thank god i
can retake again and sure im gonna work extra hard for Maths this time round.
First week of school was fine because it's like going back to the same routine
after 4 years being in the school, predictable much.
Had hmk on the 2nd day and kinda typical for students taking national exams.
Well, im starting to feel very particular about my future.
Whenever im sitting down alone in my room or close my eyes
to fall asleep, i would start to think about what im gonna do in future,
how will i do for my 'o's, do i get to go to poly
and get the course i want, what will happen to me if i don't?
See, im like literally going berserk for no valid reason.
Maybe i shouldn't worry so much about my future
because as long as i work hard, and i do my best, i will sure get
what i want to achieve. I will be on the same exact spot like the
former Sec 4s/5s, eager to get their results.
From there, it determines between, tears of joy or tears of dissapointment.

Well congrats to Sarah Chan, for being top girl in school. LOVE YOU.
Jo-Ann, Vanessa, Nirali, Shanna, Congrats for what you guys got!
You all deserve it. LVOE YOU
Tiara babe, no worries kay! You've done your best! LOVE YOU.

2009-12-29T00:51:00.003+08:00

This is Kevin Jonas's wedding place! OMG!
Can you imagine that? The castle is so beautiful!!!!
But wait this is during summer time kinda look,
but imagine it during winter, the snow covering the grounds
and all? That was what exactly happened at Kevin's wedding.
Omg, every girl would dream of this kind of wedding. Sigh.
Danielle, his wife wore a Vera Wang wedding gown?!?!?!?!?!
Im so speechless larh, lucky woman to marry such a rich guy
and have a wedding every girl dream for. I shall go to Paris or London
or Denmark or Australia or US or France or Spain for my wedding huh?
Dream on afiqah! :( :( :(

Getting back to reality, went out with Shanna, Sonya and Vanessa.

Hell, we had tonnes of fun simply because of the stupidest

and embarrassing thing ever that we laughed about.

Miss going out with those folks!

We caught Avatar and boy, the show was awesome.

Well frankly speaking, i don't fancy action movie that much but Avatar

totally changed my perception. Though the first hour of the movie was boring

and a little draggy, however, the next 1.5 hour, was great.

The graphics and all, what more we watched it in 3D, yes with the glasses on.

Had Sushi buffet for our breakfast/lunch/dinner, all in one.

Headed home after the movie and i had to battle with the god damn cat

in front of my house. ANNOYING IT SPELLS.

Ooohhh, before going out, i went home to change from band, and Vanessa and Shanna

accompanied me. With the hope that probably Shanna could bring the cat away

from my doorstep, it was a total heartbreak, because she's afraid of cats,

im afraid of cats and so is Vanessa. A neighbour came down to our rescue,

thankfully. We wasted 20 mins of our life to battle with a god damn cat.

The same incident happened when we wanted to leave the house,

because, fortunately, another neighbour came and it was only for 5 mins

that we had to fight with the cat. GOSH!

Alright, im heading down to the bed sheets, BBQ tmr! :D

2009-12-27T01:22:00.002+08:00

Im having a terrible headache right now due to lack of sleep.
Miss this place so much that i hafta force myself to blog
no matter what. Gonna shop with Nabila tmr, like finally!
It was suppose to be today but i hafta work.
She's leaving for KL on Monday, so we hafta meet no matter what.
Hoping that tmr is a confirmed plan! :D :D :D
However, the good news is, im free from WORK babes!
Woohhhooo!!!! It's so awesome, like after so long i've been waiting.
If it wasn't for the money, i wouldn't have worked okay! Please.
Alright, i can't take the pain anymore, i guess i gotta sleep.
So, i'll be back to this page very soon! :D
Im gonna go out and spend my last 2009 with so much pleasure,
before opening a new chapter in the up coming 2010! :D

2009-12-22T22:29:00.003+08:00

Hello, work was fine but was just a little sleepy

due to last night. Slept at 3am in the morning and woke up

at 9am for work. Talked and webcam-ed Nabila from

11.30 to 2. Miss her so much, like alot. Talked about the

most random things ever, girl talk and all.

So initial plan, after work was to actually meet her

and hang out to catch up with one another, but sadly

she couldn't go out today, so it's alright Nab.

Afternoon shift tmr, sigh like a million time! :(

My supervisor kinda like doesn't allow me to stop on 25th.

because she said that im important? WTF? Nonsense.

I need some space and hafta enjoy my last holidays before

going back, to flipping the ugly books again! :(

Whatever it is, my decision is final, im gonna stop on 25th,

and no one can stop me from that, okay?! TYVM.

Texted Tiara after work, well, gotta admit i miss that bitch so much!

She's busy working and so am i, so a little hard for us to meet

but we can always talk or text through phone! :D :D :D

Well, i've yet to spend some good time with my friends this holidays.

So next week, im gonna party with my friends till i go crazy.

2009 is so ending soon! :(

That's it for now, till next time people. Nights! :D

2009-12-21T22:30:00.004+08:00

Okay, finally im back here. 'N' level results was out last Friday.
Result=I PASSED! Congrats to myself, lol.
To everyone that got promoted, congrats too.
To those who didnt, it's okay because it's not the end of the road.
You guys are gonna do the same thing as us but
just taking a longer route! :D :D :D
So, im actually excited to go back to school, like you
know the feeling you actually got promoted?
However, part of me don't wanna stay in that damn school
because of only-gawd-knows-the-reason-why!
Today was a great day, like finally i get to go out for some quality time
with my love ones. Celebrated best friend's birthday.
HOPE YOUR DAY WAS A JOYFUL ONE!!!! LOVE YOU ALWAYS :D
Gonna go out out with Mira next week to celebrate our
achievement!!! Hahahaha, sadly i lost to her.
So that means i've to treat her larh! Mira, kau pandai je ehk!
Takpe larh, aku give in eh babe, ni kali aku, mane tau 'O' level
kau pulak? Hahahaha, we plan to go study together and all
and dah tau ape course nak amek seh! Takpe, berangan dulu,
mungkin jadi kenyataan!!! Lol. Love you larh, Mira! :D
Anyways, working morning shift tmr. WTF? -_-
Thinking about work makes me feel so sick and whatever.
I was prolly excited for work at first but not anymore after
all the things i heard. Nvm, im gonna endure till Dec 25th!
Alright, that's it for now. Gotta bathe and then sleep!
Before leaving,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED BEST FRIEND, AISAH.
LOVE YOU TO BITS AND PIECES!!! :D:D:D

2009-12-15T17:03:00.003+08:00

OMG, I LOVE HER EVEN MORE AND MORE NOW.
SHE'S GREAT WHEN SHE SINGS LIVE! :D
WHAT A TALENTED GIRL!
HOPE SHE WILL COME DOWN TO SINGAPORE
ON DAY AND I SURE WILL GO TO HER CONCERT AND
GRAB THE FRONT SEAT! :D :D :D :D

MAMA DO

BAND AID

CRY ME OUT

2009-12-15T13:45:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY VANESSA HUDGENS!

I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT.

HER BIRTHDAY WAS YESTERDAY.

Hope no one's gonna comment about this like

someone did the other time. TYVM! :D

Hello, as i've said in my last post that my next off day is today!
A day without work is very refreshing but kinda miss
my colleague though because all of them are awesome.
So, i've decided to stay at home and just let my hair down,
watch tv and probably eat less, lol.
I was sick for 2 days and didn't attend work.
The first day when i was sick, i actually slept the whole day and
didn't put any food in my mouth at all.
Then, before going to the clinic, i actually ate a piece of curry puff
and vomitted it out, YIKES! :(
I felt so nauseous and felt like dying at that point.
My head was spinning like a roller coaster, my body was
extremely weak and my nose was just irritating me.
Second day of mc,
grandparents actually came down to visit me,
aaaaawww, THANK YOU.
They brought tonnes of food and i had great appetite
to eat, thankfully. Lost a few pounds as usual, when im sick!
Planned to meet Amanda after her taining at Sentosa,
probably for dinner but oh wells, we'll see how it goes.
Worse time to be at home is when my starhub cable is not working
because i got to watch only the local channels=spell: BORING!
Alright, i think that's it for now. :D

2009-12-06T22:10:00.004+08:00

Hello. Im finally back to do a proper post.
Changed my blogskin again and im very happy with it
because it's from my all time favourite show, ANTM!
Alright, i think my holiday is fine because im very occupied with work.
I smell money coming on my way! YES!
Better be or else i will file a complain to their company!
Another day of work tomorrow! Time passed really fast when
im not working, but when i am working, OMG, time pass really slowly!
Next off day will be Dec 15! Sigh, it's gonna be a long week ahead.
Probably again, not gonna come back to blogging for a moment.
Well i've to say Dec has been a great month. In just a few more days,
we will say goodbye to 2009 and hello 2010. Another brand new year,
new things, new hopes, new life and leave all that happened in 2009 and
try to start afresh in 2010. I think im really not ready to leave 2009
because it's a tough year for me and there's so much happened this year
that i guess is truly a lesson learnt and memorable one.
Lol. Who who not want to leave a rough year? I guess me.
I hope 2010 has something for me and people, enjoy the last days of
2009 till you go crazy. The next chapter of your life begins in few days time.
BF's birthday in few days time and i got off that day!
Lucky me. Alright, head down to the bed sheets now, work tmr!
Meanwhile you folks take care of yourselves! :D :D :D

This is my most favourite hip hop music video,
very charming dance moves though he might not be
that good looking. Lol. Awesome video!

2009-12-03T12:20:00.005+08:00

Hello. In 30 mins time i will be leaving for work.
Well, bought few things from my work place.
Masks, some wash-off type of mask, cucumber pads
and some thingy to remove my dark circles!
Yes im starting to be very particular and vain about my face.
That's simply because all this while i've not been paying careful
attentin to my face and that let it turn to an unhealthy skin.
Thank goodness i started to realise that my face is something
precious. So every night, i've been using the mask and cucumber pads
along with the wash-off type of mask. Luckily i could see the effect.
My black pores also vanished! :D
So girls, please take care of your face well,
don't just use the facial wash and that's it, because there's so much
more you have to do to your face! Work has been alright so far.
Working until 10pm tonight and proably not gonna blog till Sunday.
So stay tune for the next updates. Oooohhh, i think i need to go out
for some shopping spree and a movie mania but i've no money with me.
My pay is not yet been given! Sigh!
Btw, im running out of make-up! Tight this month!

2009-11-30T20:53:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 9.45am today for work. In other words, i woke up late.
Luckily, i reached there 5 mins before reporting time! *Phew*
I actually ran right after alighting at City Hall.
Okay, work was alright larh. I think the friends i made there
really motivated me to work. They are nice people and it's fun to talk to them!
Alright, a story to tell:
So, as usual i take the train home from work.
At Aljunied station, quite a number of people alighted so
there were empty seats at the two seats for the needy ones.
I sat there and a guy sat opposite me. So from Aljunied till Bedok,
he stared at me and i stared at him. I tried to look at other places,
just to ignore him. I don't know why but i felt so different when i saw him.
I think like an immediate crush on him. Seriously, i don't know why.
But i don't fell this way when i meet other guys out there.
A little description of him: he's very fair, a little like faizal from SI,
very flawless and i guess he's not the typical mat kinda person.
Well, if we're destined, we will meet again. Life.....

2009-11-26T22:55:00.000+08:00

Back! Okay, lucky tmr is my off day and coincidentally it's Hari Raye Haji.
Actually, i asked for leave on Hari Raye Haji! Pandai aje aku!
So at least i get to let my hair down and catch up with my cousins!
Speechless by Lady Gaga is on a repeat mode, it's a good song
even though she's more to the head banging and dance-able kinda song
but this song is very ballad and she rocked it! :D 10/10

Today was a fine day until a customer was being an ass to me.
She bought something but forgotten or she don't even have her VIP card which
she will get a 5% off. So she asked me to check her particulars.
When i asked her to hold on while i go and ask my colleague to check,
this was what happened:

Me: Excuse me, i asked you to check right. (an angry tone)
Customer: Ya i know, can you wait for moment? (a pissed off tone!)

I was pissed off already with her.
You know me, im very impatient and hot-tempered!
I talked to to her in a nice manner but she answered me with a WTF kind of tone!
So then i got my colleague to do it as i can't do it.
So then, my colleague took around 7 mins to check and after checking so long,

Colleague: Sorry but your name isn't inside our system. I've already check
but it isn't inside.
Customer: What?!(with a fucking rude tone) Cannot be what. I signed up one year ago.
You go check again larh, i think your system got something wrong!

My colleague went to check again, PATIENTLY,
when she's actually burning inside.
And then the result turned out to be the same.
Then guess what she said.

Customer: Cannot be larh! Can i speak to your in-charge?

So my colleague called my Supervisor at home as she was on leave.
And then she talked to my supervisor with a fucking annoying irritating tone.
She was like scolding my supervisor, then she was like saying:

Customer: Nvm larh, nvm larh, im not gonna waste my time here,
my lunch time gonna end soon, nvm nvm. (Then she hung up the phone)
Me: *was scanning and then packing her things, then passed to her,
without saying "thank you, see you again" like i do to other customers
Customer: *took her things, passed me back the phone and then walked away
without thanking me or my colleague who actually wasted her time
entertaining her nonsense!

Wth right, okay i need to head to the sheets early tonight because
im lack of sleep nowadays due to work.
Don't wanna have a fugly panda eye!
TO MY ONE AND ONLY FATED,
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY!!!! :D:D:D:D:D
I LOVE YOU ALOT, OOHH, WAIT FOR A PROPER POST KAY! :D :D :D

To MABEL,

Please check your resources first.
I don't give false information here. She had it during her 15th birthday party
and she had it again when she turned 17th. In future, get your facts right first
before judging other people's thoughts.
Are you gonna judge my blog? Btw, who are you? Do i know you?
If i don't know you and you don't know me, please
stop blog-hopping to my blog because it doesn't concern you about what i say
in my blog because it's MY BLOG, MY SAY, MY LIFE.

From,
AFIQAH!!!

2009-11-24T22:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MILEY CYRUS!!!

Your birthday was yesterday! Lol.

Anyways, hope you will lead a wonderful life ahead

and hope your '80s theme birthday party was a

memorable one for you.

Okay, i said that as though she's gonna see this right? Lol.

Hello readers. My blog is so frigging dead right, i know?!
Well, i've been working for the past few days. Should say it was fine.
I've yet to get my off day, sigh. But nvm.
Alright, i think that's about it. Text or call me kays.
I will be back on my off day!!!

I dreamt of you 3 days straight.
Maybe a sign that we're gonna be reunited,
but i think it's so impossible because we are different.
You're leading your own life and im leading my own.
Should i wait till the day when GOD will bring us together,
in other words late fate decide or make the first move?
Life........Complicated.......REGRETS

2009-11-16T19:51:00.005+08:00

I MISS THIS FOLKS SO MUCH!!!
WE HAVE TO HAVE AN OUTING SOON BABES!!!
MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!!! :D :D :D

My workplace just called me and told me that
im down for work tomorrow at Marina Square and it's at the shop.
Im pretty excited for it! :D :D :D
Well anyways, big day out tomorrow, luckily it's in the morning.
I will have to rush for work right after school.
So this blog's gonna be dead for sure once i start working
but i will find time to update this blog so you readers, keep a look out.
Work means another miserable mishap, the customers!
I think lesson learnt here is, i shouldn't be fussy when buying things
because i am one fussy spoilt little customer!
Hahahaha, okay not so much there.
It's like the pot calling the kettle back! -_-
I think im gonna work during Hari Raya Haji. Waseh! Nvm, SACRIFICE!
Im having cramps and it's so not cool at all! Trust me.
It's my fourth day but still having terrible cramps.
Check out my blog song video by Pixie. One of her greatest video!!!

HAPPY 18TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TO MUM AND DAD!!! LOVE YOU BOTH!!!

2009-11-15T18:51:00.004+08:00

Im online window shopping! Lol. When i get my pay,

i will keep half of it to save up to buy an ipod and half of it for shopping.

The half for shopping will be divided into another half

for online shopping and offline shopping. How does my plan sounds like?

Thumbs up of thumbs down?

I need a new bag and new shoe desperately.

Not to forget, new clothes. I saw this heels,

such a sexy and gorgeous one, the price's quite reasonable

but i don't know whether i will wear it or not when i buy because i will only

wear heels on special occasions. Hhhhhmmmm, but it's beautiful?!

Aaaarrggghhh, i always have to put myself in this situation, right?

Then, i saw many beautiful dresses and tops, omg, im like itchy handed

to press like on the comment button to order but money is not with me!

HOW SAD! It's okay, Iqah, you're gonna get your pay asap! :) PATIENCE!

Okay, BF just told me that i got a new email, yeah true but not under the name

fiqah_cute@hotmail.com?! OMG, that would be the last thing i will

name myself, cute?! LOL. I think it's funny! Anyways, it's not me people!

Alright, gng out with BF on Thursday to go for Cotton On interview.

Hope i will get the job because staying at home is so BORING! Mendak!

Alright, shall head of now to my online window shopping online! :D

Psst, i just shocked my family because Princess Protection Programme

is on TV! Which means Sel and Demi is on TV!!! :D :D :D

2009-11-14T20:07:00.002+08:00

Saturday, bored. But i love the weather so much.

It's so cooling and such an awesome weather to sleep in.

Anyways, if you have a fireplace, light it up because it would be splendid if you

held a cup of coffee or tea in your hands with someone you love by your side,

enjoying the session only for the two of you. HA!
Okay, im so sentimental there! Cheese!

Im having my period, second day and it sucks duh! :(

Anyhoos, mummy got me out of bed just now morning(7am!?)

to go to the wet market with her. It's been a long time ever since i went

to the wet market, eeeeewwwwww to describe it! Yikes!

I think it is so typical of a Singaporean to

bargain on the prices of fish/meat/vegetable when it was already cheap!

I mean come on, it's just a damn fish/meat/vegetable blah blah blah.

It's already cheap?! Tsk tsk tsk.

I hate going to the market firstly because of the hustle and bustle,

secondly, inconsiderate people who tend to just barge through the crowd

Woah! That make my blodd boils!

Thirdly, im embarrassing myself(if i go alone) because i don't know the type

of fish and some vegetables when im a girl. Nice!

When mummy asked me to buy something i will just

ask the person there to take for me without even bothering to search it myself

especially when i have to buy vegetable because i think they all look the same.

I sound so like a grandma! Lol.

What a girl i am?! But at least i know how to cook!!! ;D

That's a JACKPOT! ;D ;D ;D

Alright, im having madrasah exam, champion what,

as usual still havent study because i don't want to.

Sign off now, till tmr!!!

2009-11-13T21:35:00.004+08:00

OMG! SHE'S SO ADORABLE IN THIS PICTURE!!!

LOOK AT HER FACE, DRESS AND HAIR, SO CUTE!!!

CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH THIS EPISODE! :D

To come to think of it, i think it's so unreasonable for my company

to pay me only next week when i actually ended work like almost a week.

Mummy told me by right, they should give me the pay

like on last Moday or Tuesday. For once, I think mummy makes sense.

Whatever it is, if i don't get my pay next week, i will just

haunt them till the core of the earth, i swear.

When it comes to money, i can't forget it just like that.

In conclusion, I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY PAY LARH!

Gonna accompany mummy to the market tmr morning, yikes!

Then probably gonna rot at home again on SATURDAY!

I feel so insecure and bored(duh!) at home if i don't go out during the weekends.

Some great news:

-Just caught Demi's new music video, "Remember December".

She's such an awesome singer, incredible song and good video!

-Heard Taylor Swift did a good job at Country Music Award.

She brought home quite a number of awards and made history to it, WOW

but some people wasn't happy about it and said it was too much for

her to handle as she's pretty young to receive that many awards?! WTH?

-Also, she sang something about everything that happened in her life from

her phone breakup with Joe, her hook-up rumours with

Taylor Lautner and about Kanye West infamous VMA interruption at SNL.

It's like a musical monologue, creative i thought!

It was funny even though i thought it was pretty rude.

-JONAS is back for Season 2

Nirali just posted on her FB that she's leaving Singapore tmr.

Why is everyone leaving Singapore? Nvm, leave Singapore better.

So boring larh Singapore. Still holding up to my definition, "SINGAPORE SUCKS".

Okay somehow larh. Nirali I LOVE YOU AND HAVE A SAFE TRIP!!!

IM GONNA MISS YOU HELL LOTS, DON'T FORGET ME YEAH!!!

WHEN YOU COME BACK, IF YOU ARE BETTER BUY US SOME THINGS

HUH!!!!! LLLLLLLLLLOOOOVVVEEEEE YYYYYOOOUUUU!!!!

ALL OF US ARE GONNA MISS YOU!!!! :D :D :D :D

2009-11-12T21:17:00.003+08:00

Thursday, and it's boring. I was stuck at home the whole day,

doing nothing, i swear! I need some of the fresh air out there.

Alright, i just ended watching another episode of J.O.N.A.S called DOUBLE DATE

and guess what, OMG, Chelsea Staub and Joe Jonas kissed and

it was like twice! Yeah, KISSED like on THE LIPS!!! He pulled her and then

yeah...how sad but oh wells, they're just acting.

But, im not gonna watch that episode EVER again!

Anyways before i get even more carried away with the Jonas craze,

i shall move on to something else.

Band tmr and it's gonna be a sucky day again, sorry my beloved bandmates

but it's the truth, it's so dead, never had i imagine band was that boring.

Even when i was in Sec 1 it wasn't that boring!

Everyone are like zombies(okay maybe not everyone, but some),

moving real slowly and clustering at just one place.

It saddens me to see the band i use to love and one we worked our butts off

became just like that. Well, all i have to do now is just suffer and pretend

in the boring CCA till next year April! -______________-

Alright on the happier note, im gonna go shopping right after i got my pay.

So to the shopping malls out there, be sure to catch me at your place

because im gonna spend some clothes, bags, shoes and accessories.

BF told me to go during the sale like before Christmas

but i CANNOT wait! Seriously, i can't. You know me, if i wanna

go shopping i have to go right away doesn't need to be during the sale time.

T.E.M.P.T.A.T.I.O.N.S

During the sale period, i will spend again! Ha, how awesome i am

in wasting money just like that, for the sake of shopping?! Shuts.

That's my weakness always spent beyond the budget i've set

or sometimes i don't even have a budget! Bad, bad, bad!

Alright, gotta have some good sleep tonight

because tmr morning's back to CCA!!!! :( :( :( :(

2009-11-11T23:18:00.005+08:00

Hello readers, im back to blogging, phew after so long. Well it was just a week of work and im so outdated with things happening around me. Anyways, work was hell i swear, NO, more like irritating. There are so many FUSSY customers who just got on my nerves! There's this philippino girl who rolled her damn eyes at me just because i was telling her it was a concealer. You asked me for help, you gave me that shit face, thank you huh?! Then this china women
was communicating with me me like as though im communicating with a baby that doesn't know how to talk. Itik ngan Ayam!
Next, some customer asked my friend to queue up for her without saying thank you but instead"so slow arh?". Also, there's this customer i entertained at the perfume section and his wife got me spray for her so many kinds of perfume, so obviously i was so frigging confused with the smell of the fragrance then arh with so much "polite" he said "not enough training huh" im like watch-your-mouth-you-idiot! Omg, i swear there are customers that i feel like answering back and killing them but i couldn't because i worked there. If not they will complain. Another STUPID story, a customer complained my supervisor that my friend insulted her just because my friend asked the customer to go to the cashier to clarify. What nonsense is that? Oh my goodness!!!
I SWEAR, BOLE MAMPOS ENTERTAIN ALL THIS RIDICULOUSLY SHIT CUSTOMER!
But with my new friends with me, work was awesome! They are great people, Shamira, Afiqah(not me, but a girl who happens to have the same name as me), Atiqah, Yanie and Charmaine.

Don't know when we'll meet again, hopefully the next atrium!!!:D:D:D

Siti, my primary school friend happened to work at the same place and well, was like a reunion. We talked about our memories back in primary school and to how our FRIEND whom we are closed to before, changed totally and never wanna keep in contact with us but trying to avoid us.

We were trying to remember as many people as we could and it was fun trying to recall all those
funny and naughty moments we did back in primary school. Hahahaha. Well, miss all those primary school time but nvm we can still meet each other some time soon! Alright, im so wordy in my post today. Erm, pictures soon. Well, basically, that is how it's like to be in the working industry.

COWBOY CASANOVA IS SO AWESOME!!!
Tiara babe, your o's dabes kan, keluar soon kay,
can't wait to meet you girl!!! :D:D:D

2009-11-06T11:16:00.002+08:00

Hello folks! It's been a week since i post something here.
Well, im so caught up with work. Work gonan end at 11.30pm today and tmr!
Probably daddy gonna fetch me from CCK, LOT ONE!
I got lots of story to tell about the damn customers.
SHITTY TO THE MAX and SCREW THE CUSTOMERS, SUMPAH!
Okay, im gonna get ready now for work.
Gotta bathe and head down to Lot One.
Another day of 8 hours of standing, without resting, besides lunch break.
Till next time people :D
Miss blogging so much!!!! AAARRGGGHHH!!!!

2009-10-31T23:07:00.004+08:00

Pictures from Wed's dinner. More in FB.

Okay, this post probably gonna last me for the next few days.

My schedule is, tmr gonna be at my aunt's house till night.

Ooh, before that im having madrasah exam, WTF!? No worries, i havent study!

Then im gonna start working on Monday till don't know when.

Friendship is so expensive, right?

Im wondering if you are really doing it on purpose or not.

No replies, no nothing. How sad can it be?

Our friendship is something i treasured the most.

Seeing you doing this to me, or maybe it's just my feelings,

just hurt me so badly. It's so hard to put up a conversation with you.

But i guess you're very busy right, i know.

But if you could just spend a minute with me or for me, im glad!

I guess we're drifting apart, don't know what the future have for us.

Maybe it's the ups and downs of friendship just like in a relationship.

The many years you're together is not complete without any

mishaps or arguments. In fact, something we can't escape.

I don't know, seriously. It's complicated to see ourselves like this.

We said Hi and Bye only but never sit down and start up

something we love to do, talk, laugh, joke and confide to each other.

Somehow this friendship is the toughest of all the friendship i encountered.

I guess i have to just see what you have for me.

I miss your laughter, i miss your craziness but the most is, I MISS YOU.

One thing i have to say, I LOVE YOU, no matter what.

You're always in my heart, a friend i first met when i first stepped into my CCA.

You will know who you are, love you.

Lotsa love,

AFIQAH!

2009-10-31T20:13:00.002+08:00

Im gonna tell you about my ugly day which was yesterday! Firstly, i had to go to Redhill to sign just one paper for my work this Monday. Well, that's fine. Next, i had no one to go with. Everyone had last minutes plans, again it's okay. So then, woke up in the morning and see no money on my desk. I had only 7 bucks to go out which was the money left after dinner on Wed. Then, met Darina to take MRT together since she's on her way to work. However my EZ-Link card died on me at the most desperate moment. So used my 5 bucks to top up my ez-link card. Left with 2 bucks. And then i had to take taxi to actually go to the place from Redhill MRT station. There's bus but frigging far and what more im alone, scared lost larh! Wanna walk, i can jolly well die in the complicated route in Redhill. So then called Joelle but she couldn't go.

Then.... FAUSTINE came to my rescue. She ended her briefing and came to meet me at Bedok MRT to pass me some money. Despite of that, i had to wait for her for a good 45 mins. Can you imagine, i stood at the ticketing there for like(^$^*(*&%$#^%$$$#%$* long?! SIAO. Nvm. Then made my way to Redhill. In the MRT, there was this fucking annoying bunch of chinese boys kept on hitting my back with their damn racket and making fucking uneccessary noises. Also, another chinese boy hit my back with his fucking bottle and OUCH! Then a bangla kept on fucking staring at me and im like pissed off man. WTF!? Dig out your eyes mampos arh kau!

Finished signing the papers, i was worried inside because i didn't know how to go to the MRT station back. How blur and stupid! So i went to a bus stop that obviously have buses but see no bus that goes to any MRT station. Then asked this aunty(i know, a stupid singaporean i am) she gave me the - _____- face! Im like "WTF?" So then with much embarrassment and with the people at the bus stop looking at me with a this-girl-must-be-crazy kinda face, i had to walk to the opposite bus stop and saw 14. Missed it at first. Then waited for 15 mins for it. Board 14 and stuck in there for almost 1.5 hours. Sat with this Aunty that actually rested her plastic bag on my bag and im like "GET THAT THING OFF MY BAG BITCH!" OMG!!!!

Then, had this another chinese boy kept on staring at me, never see pretty girl before arh?! Walao. I had headache and was very hungry in the bus. Putting a smile on my face was this cute angmoh boy who actually smiled at me, he's around 4 years old. I swear he's so cute!!!! I love his eyes because it's blue!!! Got home and luckily there was food, curry puff. Then, went out for dinner with family luckily no misery was on me! Phew!

2009-10-29T20:45:00.002+08:00

This is what im craving for:
-magnum ice-cream
-pancake
-mcspicy
-chocolates
-donuts
-sushi
-lasagna
-pudding
-coffee bean
-pasta
-cheese
-roti john

Okay, just finished watching a video of ris low being interview
by Shan and Ros. It was so SHINGZ! She's so fooling herself larh!
One of the viewer commented:
Boomz was an accident because she couldn't express herself, and she thought she created a sensation so she prepared "shingz" for this interview. She's too stupid to know that the hosts of the show are exploiting her and treat her as a joke. Too stupid to know what is too much. Now the pageant organizers are shamed for having picked her.
WTF is that word, SHINGZ!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! -____________-
Anyways, water polo just ended, the guy who plays Max Chan in the show is cute.
Anyone with me put your hands up?!
Okay, im chewing on some very plain white bread, no jam no butter.
PLAIN WHITE BREAD=NO TASTE!!!!!
HOUSE WITH NO FOOD=STARVATION!!!! SIGH.
Actually mum cooked but it's to my dislike. Rice and lauk kicap. *Pshh*
I need some good food man! No rice please?
Probably LJS or Macs or Pizza or Pastamania or Seoul Garden!?!?!?!?!
Omg, money just please come my way!!!! -___-
If im bored, i will blog again kay? Toodles for now!

2009-10-28T23:47:00.005+08:00

Dinnerat Ehub just now was great.

Good laugh with my babes, Joelle, Joyce, Choo, Boey and Aisah!

Took hell lots of pictures but it's with Joelle.

She better upload all the pictures including the graduation ones!

Waited so long for it! Sigh!

Anyways, maths paper 2 -_-. I think it was expected!

But the most frustrating part was that,

there was this very easy question but i couldn't do it at all.

I swear, i sumpah! There's something wrong with me

because i can do the difficult questions but not the easy ones.

Oohhh, im gonna start working next week,

i have to go down to Redhill again to sign some papers on Friday.

OMG, very exciting! Can't wait to work. Hope i will make friends

and hope the people there are friendly! ;D;D;D

OOOHHH, bad news is that when i get my pay

i've to pay my phone bill! WTH.

And probably treat my brother to Sushi since i've

been saying to him that i will bring him there one day!

*give a pat to myself* Im sucha good sister, right? Ooh yes i am!

No what, im kinda hungry now. Probably the energy from dinner

was already used up! I wanna eat magnum ice-cream and chocolate!!!

Okay, i shall sleep now since im already feeling sleepy!

Nighty nights readers.

2009-10-27T19:05:00.005+08:00

Sup sup sup peeps! I didn't get to blog this past few days

because i was very busy cracking my brains for today's and tmr's Maths paper.

After tmr i can party like a rockstar except the fact that

i still have my MT paper to go. But well, it's MT so wtv.

Anyways, gonna have dinner with Boey, Aisah, Choo, Joelle and Joyce.

Not sure where but certainly to celebrate

our achievements this year? Okay, wth, what achievements?

Maths paper 1 was fine.....see, i said FINE!!!!!!!!

I know, it's something so surprising and rare.

Well, seriously no joke, it's very fine larh the paper!

Hope paper 2 will do the same!!!

Oohh, PCK is on tonight at 8.30pm!

Totally random there, oh wells, it's the most

hilarious show ever that Singapore production had ever produce!

Im craving for some Magnum ice-cream now.

It's been a long time since i ate Magnum okay,

saw it while i was walking pass 7/11 and it so da tempting!

Okay i need to head down to the bathroom now to

shower myself because i feel so sticky,

thank you to the wonderful weather. -_-

Shall charge my lappy in the mean time! :D

2009-10-24T21:11:00.003+08:00

It's Demi fyi. I love when she wears black,

it suits her pefectly and she love the colour too.

I've to stop with my craziness over the stars, right?!

I must blog musn't i? Lol.

Gonna have an early night!

Nights Nights.

2009-10-23T23:37:00.008+08:00

She was so cute and hilarious on an interview.

She was saying how much she hated her ears

and that she always uses her hair to cover it.

But now, she learnt how to appreciate it and

she is brave enough to tuck her hair behind her ear!

How cuter can she be?!

It's a MATH DAY for me today. Practically, i did maths like the whole day.
First was in school with Faustine and Glady's then back home during tuition!
Yes from 10.30am to 9.30pm. INSANE MUCH!
I did like around 3 papers? WOAH!
I skipped some questions though.
Life sucks right, i know. Oh god! Sickening ass.
I think i've lost like tonnes of hair because
my hair keep on falling off, BAD BAD BAD!!!
Oh did i tell you guys that if you use hairdryer everyday
your hair will tend to fall alot? So babes out there, never use
hairdryer everyday like me or else you will lose alot of hair just like me.
But ironically, my hair is getting thicker and thicker
not thinner and thinner even though alot of hair is falling off!
Oh my, you people must be so sick and tired of
reading my post that's all about hair.
Oh wells that's because i love my hair alot
and it's the most precious thing that god had given to me
besides my face! Before i get any random sooner,
i shall head down to my bed sheets now because
im so tired of the oh-so-annoying-maths-papers!
I SWEAR! I CAN JUST DIE OF MATHS!
BACKACHE NOW, SUCKIE!!!!! BOO!!!!

SMOKIN' SEXY HAIRSTYLE THAT
WILL MAKE ME DROOL SEEING IT. LOL!

2009-10-22T21:44:00.007+08:00

She look so SWEET here right?!

She's pretty and hot kay.

She's gonna have her own clothing line

coming out this fall if im not wrong.

Cool or what? Hope her clothing line

will go international. :D

I have like a gigantic ulcer on my lower lip! OUCH!

It's pain to the extreme i swear!

Okay that was sssssssooooo RANDOM! Sorry, im just bored

now and i don't know what to blog about.

Going to school again tmr for Maths. Sigh sigh sigh.
Im pretty scared for the paper but at least
i know im doing something so it's not that bad larh.
I wouldn't feel guilty at the examination hall
once i flip open the paper!
Oh did i tell you that i so-called got the SASA job.
I kena thrown at LOT 1 at CHUA CHU KANG!!!
Oh boy, it's damn far but nvm im fine with it.
Wait, i want Minibits but at the same time i want SASA.
G-R-E-E-D-Y!!!
Minibits pay is so AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!
Besides, it's at airport and that we will get a commission!
Not so many people too!
So idk now, i shall just wait which one will
call me up first to confirm and then i will take it.
Im gonna head to the bed sheet very very soon
or else i will oversleep again like today and had to meet faustine
later. At least faustine overslept too so she didn't make
me feel so guilty!
Nighty nights.

2009-10-21T21:53:00.002+08:00

That's the hairstyle i wanna cut.
But my hair is frigging long and it took a good one year to grow
and now i wanna cut so short like that!
O-H-M-Y-G-O-O-D-N-E-S-S!!!!
So now im in dilemma whether to cut or not!!!!
I know if i cut i will be very very very devastated and i
will obviously cry my heart out
but im so tired of this long hair(yeah, drying it for so long
and my hair is bloody thick!).
So how? Should i cut or not?
But i want that hair so much!!!!!!
How arh? Part of me say cut and part of me say don't?!
Irritating larh! Or should i just trim my hair
and keep it long forever!?
Arh, or maybe i cut this once and when it grow again
i won't cut anymore, okay probably trim but
i will envy those people with long hair at that point because
i won't have one by then. Okay this is super ANNOYING AND IRRITATING!!!!
Opinions anyone?
I can go berserk thinking about this!
Omg, i wanna make a decision so that i won't regret.
I don't wanna regret it later!

2009-10-20T22:40:00.005+08:00

Play along with me for a moment kay.

Just let me redeem myself!

Sigh, i forgot that Oct 18 was Zac's birthday!

Hahahahaha, funny much or mean much?

Anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

HOPE YOU HAD A BLAST ON YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!!!

Okay, i've emphasize it for like upteen times

but im a HUGE FAN OF DEMI LOVATO,
so you will always see her pictures being post up on my blogger.
Bought 17 magazine and guess what, she was the COVER GIRL!!!
Love her dress in the magazine!
How i wish i could meet her someday and spent a day with her!!!!

Back to reality, i officially hate the weather!
It's so bloody warm and the sun is just a pain in the ass!
Oh my, i sound so harsh and so inappreciative there,
afterall it's God's will and i can't stop that.
But scientifically it's so killing each and everyone of us
that are exposed to the sun! Irony.
Anyways, i just can't wait for Maths paper to be over and
i can party all day long with my babes.
I can't wait to go shopping with whoeverthatwantstogowithme,
hang out with my i-miss-you-so-much-friend, Tiara,
watch movies(LOVE HAPPENS!) Anyone?
Okay, i wanted to post a video here but *prepare to laugh at me*
i don't know how to. Seems like blogger is not on my side.
Finish laughing at me? *rolls eyes*
Going for my job interview tmr for SASA, hope i will get it.
So for now folks, pray for me kay! TYVM. *smile ear to ear*
This weeks gonna be pretty hectic with tuition coming up my way
and also some revision for Maths.
Oh mama! My life revolves around education 24/7!
I wanna do some fun activities this holidays
but not sure what, any ideas? If you don't have any shame like me,
care free to post some ideas and set a date with me. LOL.
Birthdays coming up and money better come my way!
Gotta head to the bed now, nighty nights!

2009-10-16T11:03:00.004+08:00

Okay, she's my new fav celeb, lol!

Haiz, can't believe it that i love her now.

Anyways, she's gorgeous here.

But i still hate the fact that she's going out with NICK JONAS!

I mean, erm, he's like Selena's ex and Selena's her friend.

Nvm, whatever it is, it's their life and shouldn't interfere!

Went out with Aisah BF for job hunting.
Well, it wasn't that much of job hunting because
we were frantically shopping kay!
Headed down to Penin first then went to Parkway.
Bought a leopard print high waisted skirt from Cotton On
which cost 20 bucks and my must-have-in-my-closet,
accessories which cost 23 bucks(earrings and bangles)
Flung goes my money! The problem with me is that
i buy something that I WANT not what I NEED!
But what to do, can't help it myself, it's so da tempting!
Anyways, we wanted to go Siglap to find a job
but then....... we took the right bus but........
we didn't alight at the stop and the bus brought us to Airport!
Funny to the max i swear!
Both of us were laughing already in the bus
at the same time panic because it was so scary.
People in the bus was so cool and calm
but Aisah and I was like "Omg! So scary. Where is the bus going?"
Then we didn't wanna watse any time so
we alighted at T2 and headed for the MRT.
Went to Tampines instead to find job.
Im having an interview at Redhill on tuesday.
Hehehehehe, happy yos! Hope i can get it!
So we went to the Cotton On there and i
actually felt for this floral high waisted skirt,
so i thanks to Aisah i was able to change my leopard printed one
to the floral one. Idk why but im having a huge meltdown on
flower printed tops and bottoms.
Tuition later, sigh!

2009-10-14T23:23:00.008+08:00

Isn't she jus amazingly beautiful?
She's Shailene Woodley. Anyone knows her?
Alright, i've been hooking up on my laptop
ever since noon and that's real bad.
Sadly, i can't go for class's party tmr!!!!!
AAAGGGHHH!!! HELP. I wanna go!
School just now was a waste of time, seriously!
I should have just stuck at home dng my own thing
rather then going there and do nothing but papers.
However, Nat Ng made my day because
we were talking about tv shows from mtv to disney channel,
to sports channel and many more.
Then we started to sing Party in the USA and
changing the lyrics to lyrics that really relates Singaporeans lifestyle.
Hahahaha it was lame but funny yos!
My schedule is kinda tight this few days.
Trying to squeeze in some time to find a job,
desperately need one because i desperately need money!
Yes money for? SHOPPING!!!
That's all i could do right, shopping? Sigh.
Hahahaha, shall set up a date with someone to go shopping with.
Anyone? 2 of us would be enough.
We gonna shop till we drop! :D :D :D
It's almost 12am and i've to sleep or else
i will have the fugly dark rings aka panda eye!
Yuckie yuck! Speaking of which, i've yet to buy my eye gel!
Okay my eyes are so -______- , which means
i've to head to my bed sheets now!
So nighty nights peeps! Blog soon!

Changed my blog song too, it's about friendship!
The song touched my heart when i first heard it!
Demi write good songs and sing it well too!
Love you forever Demi!

2009-10-14T15:53:00.005+08:00

Monday's outing pictures. I will post all of my Hari Raya

pictures on my facebook once i get everything from cousins.

How much pain it was to walk with the heels

but as i've said i still love heels because they are sexy!!!

Hahahahahaha, ironic much.

Alright, there you go BF the pictures.

The rest are in Nis's camera so probably

gonna get from her someday.

I'll blog again tonight! :D

I've changed my blogskin and i love it,

because it's simple and nice.

She's just so gorgeous larh Vanessa!

LOVE HER LOTS!!!! :D:D:D:D

2009-10-13T13:26:00.003+08:00

Everyone has already posted their Hari Raya

pictures but im yet to do so.

Im still waiting for some pictures from my cousins.

On the happier note, 'N' level is over baby!!!!!

How happy i am now but 2 more O level

papers coming up, MT and Maths.

WOAH! Maths in exactly 2 weeks time.

Gonna take a break today and start opening the

ugly books again tmr!

Im watching Police & Thief on Channel 5 now.

I love that show because Danial Ashriq is inside.

Hahahahahahahahaha.

Okay, im having a terrible flu now and it makes my

eyes go -_______- which is annoying!

Anyways, im finding for work, any recommendations people?

Tell me yeah because idk where to find larh!

Went out for visiting yesterday with Aisah, Nis, Atiqah and Nurin.

Azlyn couldn't follow us.

I have to say that i don't really enjoy much this year for Hari Raya

because it's all packed with exams!

Had hell lots of fun with them.

Was laughing non-stop because of Aisah.

We were very fortunate yesterday because we

got a lift 3 times. First was a lift by Cikgu Salim

and then by Nurin's dad and lastly by Nis friend's father.

So we saved up quite alot in terms of transportation!

Alright till next time people, bye!

2009-10-08T21:13:00.007+08:00

DEMI LOVATO

CAMP ROCK

PRINCESS PROTECTION PROGRAM

J.O.N.A.S

WIZARDS OF WAVERLY PLACE

SONNY WITH A CHANCE

HANNAH MONTANA

EMILY OSMENT

TIFFANY

CHELSEA STAUB

MILEY CYRUS

JONAS BROTHERS

SELENA GOMEZ

I have a confession to make:

I THINK IM STARTING TO LIKE MILEY CYRUS!

Okay, NO one knows my little secret and that is,

how much i LOVE DISNEY STARS.

Most of them are so young, as young as me,

or probably a little older are alreay making big bucks

in the bank, while me, still stuck in the horrible school

and the worse part is, to get 50 bucks is already tough enough!

So probably a new nickname for me, DISNEY STARS FREAK.

There are so much more then this but

im just too lazy to upload the others.

People might think disney channel is for kids,

ha you are so wrong, this stars wouldn't be acting and

working long hours for some jokes to be put in

their individual series which children couldn't

barely understand which preferably suits teenagers?

Well, that's my opinion kay.

I think if you were to ask me about them,

i will have hell lots of knowledge about them but

when it comes to school work, never ask me because

im a sucker that part!

Okay, studying tmr, update sometime again.

2009-10-02T23:44:00.001+08:00

BF AISAH!!!!!!!! I NEED YOU HERE!!!! GOT SOMETHING TO TELL!!!!!
VERY IMPORTANT ONE!!!! OMG!!!!! IM FREAKING OUT, LIKE SERIOUSLY!!!!!
CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE FREE KAY!!!! PLEASE!!!!!

2009-09-28T20:05:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER!
YOU CAN BE SUCHA PAIN IN THE ASS BUT
YOU'RE DAMN FUNNY AND ENTERTAINING.
YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME LAUGH AT YOUR PATHETIC JOKES.
NVM, PUT THAT ASIDE, YOU HAVE THE MOST WONDERFUL
SISTER EVER KAY! HARD TO HAVE A SISTER LIKE ME. LOL.
LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND HOPE YOU HAD FUN ON YOUR
BIRTHDAY. I OWE YOU PRESENT LARH HUH?!
JGN NOTTI NOTTI EHK!

2009-09-28T19:26:00.003+08:00

HARD, HARDER AND EVEN HARDEST.
What can i say? Im speechless.
I guess i will just wait and see what's gonna happen.
Haiyoh, don't know larh, it's really difficult
to overcome this annoyed yet miserable feeling
towards you. I think you're way pathetic than anything.
Once you get something, you'll forget that one thing you got before.
Is it just me that's being petty or is it you?
Well, you have NO LIFE i guess seriously.
Just don't know what to say to you,
wait or should make it the first move.
Nope, i don't think so, because im giving in too much
towards you. You'll be big headed and then will start
the same old you again afterall.
I may sound harsh here but who cares,
im protecting my rights and defending myself because
im so deserve that. Go ahead and say anything you wanna say,
because for sure i know, i've much better things
to do than entertaining you nonsense and im not
as pathetic as you who acts to be the best or should i say,
PRETENDER? FAKE? IMPERSONATOR? WANNABE?
Harsh or not, that doesn't exist in my dictionary for now
because that's what you deserve and it's what i should do.
Get a life man, there's a limit to everyone's patience.
Sigh, there are still that sort of person in this big world.
No matter how many times you begged that person,
the outcome is still the same.
Masok telinga kanan, kluar telinga kiri.
Everything just fall on deaf ears. No point saying a thing
to one that will never listen to you. Too bad i guess.
Accept everything you have in this world, iqah
because that's all written by God and we cannot fight against fate.
Unhappy with oneself or unhappy with other people?
Jealousy or just hating?
Whatever.

2009-09-26T20:57:00.003+08:00

JONAS BROTHERS! HEHEHEHE!

LOVE YOU BOYS SO MUCH, EHEM, JOE IS THE MOST.

CONTINUE WITH YOUR PASSION AND DEDICATION

FOR MUSIC BECAUSE YOUR FANS(INCLUDING ME)

WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU BOYS!

LOVE YOU ALL LOTS!

I do have to put a picture in all of my posts, don't i?
Grad Day today was fine except for the warm condition.
Trust me it's extremely hot and everyone was perspiring in
in their beautiful dress. To make it even worse, we had to wear
the graduation gown which was made from a thick material i guess.
Okay, im so tired to blog about today because im too tired.
What i know is that i actually got prepared for hours and hours
for a 3 hour event that was held in our school hall
that just got us perspire in our dresses and make-up.
Well everyone look gorgeous to sum it all up.
Pictures soon aikes? Im gonna sleep early tonight because
im lethargic to the max! I swear.
Heels are killers but i love them because they are so PRETTY!!!!!!

2009-09-25T22:11:00.003+08:00

I JUST LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH!!!

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS IT,

BUT YOU GUYS ARE SO AWESOME!!!

LONG-LASTING FRIENSHIP IS WHY I LOVE

YOU TWO CUTIE.

FOREVER DEMI-SEL FAN!

Yes im a disney freak, lol. I love disney stars more than anything.

Went to find my dress for tmr's graduation ceremony.

It's kinda like us completing sec 4 and proceeding to sec 5

while the express and nt students are leaving school.

Anyways, finally i got my dress but i think the person gave me

the wrong colour, grey instead of brown.

I realized only when i got home! Alamak!

Luckily the pattern is the same.

Bumped into Glady's and friends at Far East then we went together.

So BF and i walked around with them to find our dress.

We was stuck at Far East for 5 hours just to find a dress

for me, Aisah and Glady's.

Can you imagine walked around Far East non-stop

just to find a dress for a stupid ceremony!

Well, the rest got their dress already.

Bought a hot pink clutch.

BF and i bought a same headband but different colour from DIVA.

Heels(checked), dress(checked), accessories(checked),

make-up(checked), clutch(checked) and hairstyle(checked).

Pretty excited for tmr, lol, as though im the one graduating!

Well gonna get up extra early tmr.

TOTAL EXPENSE FOR TODAY, 61 BUCKS FOR 3 THINGS,

CLUTCH, DRESS AND HEADBAND.

EXPENSIVE OR NOT? Hmmm, im not sure.

So tired to elaborate further about today.

Hari Raya has been great so far for me.

Food, money, cousins are the bestest thing on earth.

That's why i love my cousins because they rock my socks!

We crap as much and as long as we can and talk about random

topics ever. Hope our relationship will last long cousins!

LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!

My money gone like a wind that blew the leaves away!

Flung and puff it's gone! :(

2009-09-24T21:47:00.004+08:00

SELENA GOMEZ! HA, ELEGANT MUCH!

SOMEHOW LOOK LIKE VANESSA HUDGENS.

BUT, STILL LOVE HER, PRETTY AND CUTE!!!!

School was slacky and fun. Sat with BF the whole day and was just
crazy entertaining her craps! I swear! We talked about the most
random things ever from how we can be judges of SI
and criticize the contestants, how people actually love BF so much
(yeah i know thick skin right) and lots more.
Sum it all up, HILARIOUS MUCH!
Headed home right after school to change to head to Marina Square with BF.
We surveyed some dresses for Sat's event, but couldn't find any.
I saw a simple and beautiful dress but damn expensive! :(
Bought bangles(like finally!yayness!), my eye-shadow and make-up remover.
Gonna claim from mummy for my make-up. *evil smile*
There was this salesgirl in a shop called Aisah crazy!
It was because she asked for a discount as the shop didn't sell
the colour that she wanted, black.
BF, if 100 customers like you arh, asked for discount just because
what they wanted is not what the shop sells,
i think the company will go bankrupt
and all the workers go into RI because they
entertained customers like you!
So we gonna continue on finding a nice dress tmr.
Going Vivo's F21, hope there are nice dresses and
im gonna buy my headband if i have the money to do so.
I did my table already! Decorated it with posters of
Selena, Demi, Vanessa, JB and Zac!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEHEHEHEHEHEHE. AWESOME YOS.
I will even be more motivated to study now.
Shall head to my comfy bed now. Nighty nights!

2009-09-19T00:05:00.002+08:00

When the clock strucks midnight tmr, my long awaiting for Hari Raya arrives.
In exactly 24 hours, we will be celebrating Hari Raya!!!
YYYYYYYYYYEEESSSSAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! *smiles*
Okay, im like blogging the same topic again and that goes to show
im losing interest as i don't have any interesting thing to talk about now.
Currently, no great news for me, but sad news:
im still waiting and waiting and waiting for you. :( :( :(
Broke down while listening to "Don't forget" by Demi and
"What If" by Ashley Tisdale and "Before The Storm" by JB and Miley.
Haiz....truly, deeply, insanely and extremely affected me so much.
Well, i guess it's fate that i can't fight against, right?
Emotions are outrageous, hard to control. Ouch!
Afterall, im a girl, girls tend to be emotional.
No one can understand, not even you and you and you.
Only me, myself and i. It's hard to keep it inside,
but how am i suppose to let it out when no one could understand me?
What a difficult and complicated situation.
I could just talk to myself one day and go insane. SIAO!
I shouldn't think about it so much since i've other things to do(trying),
but well, it's all in God's hands or maybe a miracle is coming my way?
Sigh........................................................................................................
Afterall, i will always spare a room in my heart specially for you.
Forgive and forget.....2 mistakes in a row, i know my fault.
SORRY, cannot replace the wound in you.

felt like i was just a victim,

and it cut me like a knife,

when you walked out of my life.

YOU KNOW YOU'RE IN LOVE WHEN YOU CAN'T FALL ASLEEP,

BECAUSE REALITY IS FINALLY BETTER THAN YOUR DREAMS.

Im just holding that forever, LOVE.

2009-09-18T17:40:00.002+08:00

PIXIE PIXIE PIXIE!!! I LOVE HER EYES!!!
YOUNG, TALENTED AND GORGEOUS!

YYYOOHHHOOO. Hari Raya coming soon(one day time).

Well, i guess i have to reuse my accessories from last year

instead of buying a new one this year. :( :( :(

Probably going Geylang tonight after tuition around 10.30.

Im craving for the food there! Yum yum.

I have like this cut on my tongue and that when i accidentally

bite it, it will be so painful! Ouch much!

Mummy told me that we going jalan raye with my cousins, aunts

and uncles on Oct 4 and bloody hell, the next day

im having Science paper. Siao arh!

Im still considering whether i should go or not.

I don't mind if it's internal exams though but it's a national exam kay!

I have few weeks to consider it.

It's only 6pm and im getting exhausted to the extreme!

Probably because fasting month gonna end soon.

Till next time reader, chows!

2009-09-17T16:27:00.004+08:00

AAAAHHHH!!! I SIMPLY LOVE HER HAIR!!!

SO THICK(but hot, i know) AND GORGEOUS!!!!

SO LONG AND PUFFY, LOL!!!!

I WANT HER HAIR, CAN I?

Managed to pay attention in class but was a blur queen for a day though!

Ms Saleha called me for an answer and i actually

waited for a good 1 min to answer her.

I was building sandcastles in the air with my buddy!

I thought i could turn to my buddy but unfortunately, NO! Lol.

So i asked Nat for help but she was blur and don't know the answer either.

BAD BAD BAD. Lesson learnt: never day dream with your buddy

or else you won't get any help from her if you're required to answer question!

MT was the best larh! We were talking about food(YES, TEMPTATIONS)

and different types of fish to the most random things ever!

So there is this type of fish called "ikan ayam-ayam"(never heard before).

Then BF said, "dia takde kepala", (that fish doesn't have any head)

and i went "HA? takde kepala?mcm mane tu ikan takde kepala?

(No head. How can a fish doesn't have any head)

Everyone realized what BF said and burst out laughing.

Funny much!

Then Atiqah went "Eh, korang pernah nmpk babi dlm tin"

(have you guys seen pig in a can).

It sounded funny because i was imagining the whole entire pig

being stuffed in a tin and Atiqah's face was classic, I SWEAR!

Then we were talking about how they clean the fish

and i went "mungkin dorang siang ikan tu, dalam, bukan kat luar".

(maybe they clean the inside of the fish)

Now people you tell me, who cleans a fish from inside?

It's only the outside for goodness sake!

Many crap moments but classic and hilarious much.

It sounded funny though when we were talking about it.

Atiqah doesn't know what's corn beef. Tak pernah gi supermarket

agaknya si Atiqah ni!

Anyways, going to aunt's later to take KUIH RAYE!!!!!!

Ha, im so excited for SUNDAY. 2 more days of fasting,

and i can eat the hell i want but at the same time, maintain my figure!

Lovies.

2009-09-16T19:40:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 17TH BIRTHDAY NICK JONAS!!!
YOUR FANS WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU
AND THAT INCLUDES ME!(still love you, JOE)
MAY YOU HAVE A BLESSFUL BIRTHDAY! :D

Today is a so-tiring-and-restless-day for me.

All periods was a free period for me even

though teacher was in front of the class, trying to teach.

Basically i was in my own world today! Tsk!

Literature was the only period that i did my work, thank god.

MT, was a slacking period and Atiqah was telling us

about her family life and it was just hilarious!

BF and I couldn't stop laughing because her face so sardine when

she told us the story, like nothing like that!

Had Prelim 2 for MT Paper 2 just now afternoon

(wth? paper in the afternoon, waste time! trust me,

you wouldn't want to have a paper in the afternoon

because your brain will just shut off!).

As i've said, today is a tiring and restless day for me that

i literally slept after doing each section of the paper because my

eyes could barely open, i swear!

Tried to finish the paper fast and slept half an hour before ending time.

Crazy much! Never have i done that for MT paper.

My life basically revolves around school and school and school.

WHAT A LIFE!

VANESSA HUDGENS!!! I LOVE HER LOTS!!! PRETTY CHICK!!!

2009-09-15T20:07:00.006+08:00

I SIMPLY LOVE HER LOTS!!! DEMI LOVATO!!! :D:D:D

Im back! Okay, finally im 16 today, YES!!! NC 16 movies, here i come!!!
THANK YOU TO ALL WHO WISHED ME, I LOVE YOU ALL LOTS(you know you you are)
Had Maths Prelim 2 just now. It was manageable, much better than Prelim 1.
Hope i could reach the 50 mark so that i will get an A2 after conversion.
Malay Paper 2, can't be bothered to study the peribahasa all, waste time!

Im having trouble sleeping nowadays, i have no idea why! :(
When i close my eyes, things will start to haunt my mind and that i couldn't control.
I will get to sleep only an hour or half an hour after closing my eyes.
I guess im missing _____ so much. Maybe i've made a really huge mistake but im so afraid to make the first approach. One wish on my birthday: IS FOR YOU TO TALK TO ME AGAIN.
I don't know why i feel happy when im talking to you.
You pretty much understands me. You're caring, kind, understanding and sincere,
something that i realized all this while, but didn't treasure it deeply.
I miss all that in you, keeping me company every single minute brighten up my life.
Am i suppose to wait for another year? Please, im begging you.
Maybe im not playing justice here by asking you to make the first move
when it is my mistake but i don't know where to start.
The answer is only in yuou.
I promise i won't make the same mistake again this time round.
God will open your heart to talk to me, and that i will slowly fit it into your world.
Hope you will forgive me.

Lotsa love,
Iqa

2009-09-10T18:18:00.000+08:00

I think im really emotional whenever i hear the Hari Raya songs being played on the radio
because when i listen to it, i tend to tear up. Haiz, Hari Raya sure means alot to me.
My blogger went back to it's insane moment again! Omg, it's annoying!
My blog's gonna be just words and words and words! BORING, I KNOW!
Went to school to study with Shanna, erm kinda productive.
Okay, it's already 20 days since the fasting month started, and in exactly 9 days time,
we will be celebrating Hari Raya. I've yet to buy my shoes, bag, accesories and make-up.
I like the eve of Hari Raya, it's just a touching moment
when you hear the recite over the radio.
I think there are thousands of people out there that are excited for Hari Raya to come,
right? But, on the sadder note, haha, 'N' level is like few days away from first
day of Hari Raya which simply means i can't enjoy that much this Hari Raya! SIGH.
Okay, i gotta head for the bathroom now, update soon!

Im making a huge mistake, but i hope you'll forgive me.
I shouldn't have done that, but how am
i suppose to tell you without hurting your feelings
that im really feeling uncomfortable with our situation.
I hope God will open my heart to actually make the first move.
Sometimes i wish i wouldn't have known you, but...

2009-09-09T22:46:00.003+08:00

I put that picture without any purpose. Well, my blogger has finally come to its senses
and thus im able to post pictures now! Like finally! Or else my blog will be too wordy!

Back here again!!! Okay Eng and SS papers are over, but guess what i screwed SS. AAARRGGHH!!!! Okay, it's over anyways.
Just got back from Geylang, shopped for remainding stuffs for Hari Raya.
SO SICK OF THAT PLACE!!! Every week i will sure to go there for idk what also.
It's like never ending buying stuffs for Hari Raya! Sigh.
Saw a friend of mine whom my brother also knows as he's from the same school as my brother and being such a BAD friend, i couldn't recognize him because he changed so much, I SWEAR!!
He said "HI" to me and i was like "OOHH, HI!", in a sarcastic yet puzzled way.
I know, very mean right? Sigh sigh sigh. Im a bad friend am i? He was with his GF, duh.
Enough of that, my birthday coming soon, hint hint. LOL!!!
I have receive an advance birthday present and that is: MATHS PRELIM 2 ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!
Oh God, what a luck, but i hope it'll be a blessing for me.
It's almost 11pm and i think i need to sleep early today because im too exhausted.
Gonna rot at home the whole day tmr, DOING NOTHING!!!!!!!!!
Probably going out on Friday?! I need to get some fresh air with my pals.
Nights.

2009-09-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

Im gonna blog for the last time before 'N' levels.
It freaks me out to talk about it. Anyways, im staying up
to finish up my revision and do some maths and eng.
So dread and pathetic right, i know. My life has always been with the books.
Eat, sleep, breathe, smell, touch, see and live with books 24/7.
Seriously, i've lost interest of going to school this year, have no idea why.
Okay, im currently revising conflict in multi-ethnic society and governance in singapore.
Will proceed to the next chapter, healthcare.
Ooohh, im gonna be random but i change shampoo, SUNSILK.
Love the smell, so frangrance! Lol. Okay, that is so not needed.
As you can see, i changed my song, love her and her songs, AWESOME SINGER PIXIE LOTT.
Also, i've put up my twitter updates so you guys can see my twitter updates.
Do follow me there yeah. Alright, now back to the dreadful pathetic books.
Toodles.

P.S. Im so into local right now. TOXIC

2009-09-01T18:32:00.000+08:00

Feeling a little insecure having connected with you,
IM SORRY

2009-08-28T21:52:00.001+08:00

Firstly, im TRULY SORRY to all my friends because
lately, i've not been in a good mood.
Moodswing all the time, and that's unhealthy!
One moment, i could laugh out loud, but the next moment,
i will feel irritated, annoyed, frustrated and down.
Im trying to make myself happy and satisfied with things around me.
Im learning how to accept things the right way because
i realized everything happens for a reason.
Unfortuantely, i can't. I couldn't figure out what went wrong in me.
Puzzled. Anxious. Anger. Insecure. Confused.
Am i too pressurized with school or is it just a ritual in one's life?
Is it me or is it just the things around me that's acting way too weird?
Am i unstable in terms of emotions?
I felt lost for a moment, not knowing where to go.
Then when i found a way out, i was happy and excited but
the next thing i know, i felt lost again.
I just couldn't fit in. There is some insecurity and unhappiness in me.
Im looking at the bright side of life, but when i leave that bitter memories behind,
i will miss it and then i will be start thinking of it again.
Yes, honestly, no one could understand my inner suffocation but me.
Maybe im being too selfsih here because im just thinking about myself, but
not sparing others a thought but is anyone
eligible enough to help me with this complication, NO.
Im complicated with myself, i don't know myself and im having a massive confusion.
When i wanna cry, i just stop myself because it's hurtful to see myself crying
(people might think im crazy!)
but there's no point keeping all those tears inside,
yet you're suffering till the egde, on the outside.
Problems after problems. Hope this fasting month will be a bless for me.
When im down with all this, i could only turn to one person, GOD.
I do believe that fairytales still exists.

Thanks for reading.
Again, IM SORRY MY FRIENDS FOR ALL THE MOODSWINGS.

2009-08-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

Okay, does anyone know what's happening to blogger? Or is it just me or the blogger's format that has got something wrong? My post was deleted after writing a chunk of it?! I was about to post it. Omg, that's annoying. Okay, guess what im not gonna post it anymore, it irritates me terribly. On the happier note, tmr's JOE'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Also, it's Rin's birthday, my-7years-known-friend. Then on Sunday it's Chan's and Jo-Ann's birthday. Alright, back to my movie. Nights nights.

2009-08-07T17:16:00.000+08:00

Updates updates!!!

Okay, sorry for not blogging the past few days. Reason is i was sick the past 5 days.
Had high fever on Sunday night till Wed then on Thurs, had a massive headache and vomitted.
Im fine now no worries but still feeling dizzy here and there. Alright, i've been a sleepy head this past few days. Planned to study but oh wells, nothing will get in my head while studying when im sick. Felt like a bird at home and so rimas okay! It was back to school for me today. Had only a few hours of school and then home sweet home. National Day celebration was _________. Fill in the blank yourself if you think it's an unexpected celebration. Wasted my time. Got to school and felt like a new kid in class, AWKWARD! But well, obviously not for long, i kinda fit in again in class. Hahahahahahahaha. Miss my friends hell lot! How can i miss school at the very last lap of the race before prelims, sigh. But at the same time i can't drag myself to school or else i would have been sent home, right? Im just hoping that i'll have time to cover up things that i need to clarify before the papers. Omg, i just realized something, MT 'O' Level results coming out soon, right right right? Confidence in myself is very important. Leaving for aunt't house soon. I gotta get some rest now, headache acting up again. Toodles.

2009-08-01T15:28:00.001+08:00

Managing my feelings is so tough, tougher then living a life on your own. Just went you found out all those happy feelings actually vanished away from your heart, you broke down and felt as though it was the end of the world. Mixed feelings that i can't even understand it myself. Im not consistent with myself, people can't read my feelings because i can't read it myself. I need to escape from this world, to a world that im actually hoping for. I want a fairytale life where you have your prince charming to rescue you from all the troubles and then he'll bring you to the place that you have never imagined. A beautiful garden full of fresh roses, birds chirping, only you and him when and all of a sudden you saw a spark coming to your direction. You didn't know what or who was it and then it came closer and closer to you, a fairygodmother you saw. She granted all of your wishes because she's your savior. Regret, a feeling that i've never esacaped. Ease my mind, im hoping for.

2009-07-29T17:33:00.001+08:00

There are none so blind as those who will not see.

I feel complacent with myself,
i've finally realized friendship is more expensive than gold.
You can't buy friendship neither can you erase a friendship
you built with your heart and soul.
It's easy to say than to be done,
no actions but just a say that you can't even afford to show.
An approach or apology is greatly appreciated
than and ignorance and ego that you prioritize.
Im sick with all this, how should i say
just so you know it's actually a childish play?
A teenager would never want to hear the word "childish"
being used to describe her,
so act like a teenager, one who solve a problem in a rational way
and learning from mistakes.
Sign of regret still out of sight, a wasted effort from me.

2009-07-28T20:20:00.000+08:00

NO MORE PRISON BREAK
NO MORE PRISON BREAK
NO MORE PRISON BREAK
NO MORE PRISON BREAK
NO MORE PRISON BREAK
NO MORE PRISON BREAK
NO MORE PRISON BREAK
NO MORE PRISON BREAK
NO MORE PRISON BREAK
NO MORE PRISON BREAK
NO MORE PRISON BREAK
NO MORE PRISON BREAK
NO MORE PRISON BREAK

I WANT PRISON BREAK LARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Tuesdays-Thursdays nights are gonna be so empty now!!!!!!!!!
No more Wenworth Miller, hottie pie but his fat in the
fourth season which was the last season.
Hahahahaha, on the brighter side, HE'S HOT BABEY!!!!!
Im gonna have a PRISON BREAK MARATHON once i get the DVD
for Season 1 and Season 2 from Daddy!!!!EXCITING MUCH!!!!

2009-07-28T19:13:00.003+08:00

I don't prioritize my ego in any problem.
Go ahead and say whatever you wanna say
because i hope one day you will understand why all this happened.
A spark that will light up in front of us that will determine our friendship.
Afraid i am to break this friendship, but i know
im doing this for your own good, my beloved friend
whom i don't wanna see behaving like that all the time.
Whether we fought/cried/laugh/hate/ignored each other,
i will always love you, the trust you gave me was unbelievable
but understanding is the only i think i ask for, nothing else.
Waking you up from all the mistakes that i can't deny that i did before
but let it be a lesson learnt for me and a lesson taught to you
by a friend that doesn't want the same to happen.
I am not showing my ego neither am i saying im perfect in many ways.
Nobody's perfect but it's only you, that can change you, not me, not anyone else.
But as a friend, im just helping you as what im able to because i don't want to see
you being left out in the sea alone, almost drown,
asking for help but no one came to your rescue.
Hurt to see that, don't want to see that.
Am always the one making the first move doesn't play justice.
I am hurt but the cut was too deep that i have to do this.
Keeping it all the time made me realized that it doesn't solve anything.
Saying it to you either over the phone or face to face,
will make you and i in an awkward position.
The bestest way is to do this, i guess.
I hope you will understand, just UNDERSTANDING i require, my beloved friend.
TRUST AND UNDERSTANDING IS THE KEY TO OUR FRIENDSHIP.
I LOVE YOU, FOREVER AND ALWAYS.

Love,
Afiqah

Dedicated to a friend that i never hated but LOVE her.

2009-07-26T21:04:00.000+08:00

Alright, just ended watching Liverpool vs Singapore and guess what's the score?
5-0, holy mama crap! Singapore was so terrible. They pulled the liverpool player's shirts, pushed them violently etc. Such and embarrassment! So childish and such a loser larh Singapore.
Face it, you're competing with a professional soccer team and you do those stuffs, oh god ruining your team's reputation. Come on, be professional SINGAPORE!!! We just have a fair play here okay?! Walao. Im so irritated with Singapore's players larh. There was this player, No. 9 of Singapore, pushed Liverpool's player like real hard okay. Walao, poor thing! It was just a friendly match! Tsk, tsk, tsk, tsk. Yes i am MAD!!! Wtv, i don't care because Liverpool is the one that i support!!! Liverpool deserved all those support by locals because Singapore=LOSER!!! CONGRATULATIONS LIVERPOOL. Sad thing my beloved Steven Gerrard isn't part of the tour because of his court case. SAD SAD SAD. Expected him to come but nah! Glady's watched LIVE at the stadium leh!!! Next time they come, IM SURE TO GO and that'll be the next 10 years, im 25 year old by then!!! Daddy's not home yet, probably still stuck at the stadium! Hahahaha.

2009-07-26T17:53:00.000+08:00

Prelims are drawing near! Means, i have to cut down on tv, computer and most of all going out. I finlly figured out that it's a crucial year and no joke about this. I need to wake up form all this playful moment and get back on track. Yes! I hope i am not dreaming, someone pinch me please! Okay im gonna continue on to study. MATHS PRELIMS TOMORROW!! OMG, OMG, OMG, I AM NOT DREAMING, AM I? All of this is freaking me out!!!!!! Panic attack!!!!!
Liverpool match tonight!!!! Woooohhhooooo!!!
They were in Boat Quay and Clarke Quay ytd!!!!

Im feeling distracted when you did it,
annoyed when you don't,
PUZZLED.

2009-07-24T16:32:00.005+08:00

A strike of lightning, will tell you
what's right and what's wrong,
who's a friend and who's not,
being polite or being rude,
hurting or not, see what's wrong in yourself,
not only others and
what's good about others, not only you.
A deep cut, that only you can cure it,
understanding and politeness as a friend is the only thing i ask for.

2009-07-21T17:44:00.003+08:00

Watsup people! I've not been updating nowadays, sorry for that. I was busy and couldn't find time to just on the computer. Yes i know it sounds so hard for me to just on the computer right, but NO of course not! Anyways, my blog is a NO to blog about school. School's just sucky all the time. TEACHERS. I think i shouldn't stress myself that much as claimed by few people. I found someone that is loving CHACE CRAWFORD!!!!! AND guess who?! It's Sonya!!! How cool is that. Both Jonas and Chace are our faves! My hands are just itchy to blog but i don't know what to blog. Been telling ghost stories past few days. We're actually scaring ourselves larh! Walao. Nvm, i've to be strong because i know God's with me. Gonna take my clothes i ordered online!!! Yay, like finally!

J.O.N.A.S IS COMING OUT SOON, IN AUGUST!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG, YES, LIKE, OMG, LIKE TOTALLY COOL!!!!!!!!!!!
"Black Keys" is in my head right now!!!!!!

All the precious moments now a waste,
Sometimes we fight, it's better black and white.

2009-07-15T21:21:00.006+08:00

Okay, just saw tonnes of things online that NEED to buy! Okay, firstly, i found my long-time-longing-for-leather-jacket at FOREVER 21. Then, saw few tanks that caught my attention. Perfect much! Also, there, saw a leopard hairband!!! I WANT IT, I WANT IT, I WANT IT!!!!

Okay, hint hint here, for my birthday present(if anyone were to buy for me, i know i have no shame, lol) just buy for me accessories kay, no need to buy anything else but accesories. Hahahaha, i sound so thick-skinned here, yes i know! Don't acknowledge that larh huh?! Okay, that outerwear is good enough to complete my desire of wanting own a leather jacket.

Gonna save lotsa money and then go shopping with Amanda, after exams! It was our long-time date that wasn't done. Looks like my shopping list is still running and hasn't complete yet.

ALERT, IF ANYONE KNOWS ANY BLOGSHOP, PLEASE TELL ME!!! TYVM. I need to restore my closet with new clothes because currently my clothes are SO-NO! I just can't wait to go for shopping, maybe i shall go with BF, shop with her! Hahahahaha, it's gonna be fun! Love that girl alot! If i could have the whole of FOREVER 21 to myself, i will be the HAPPIEST GIRL in the world. Had a long chat with BF, woah, felt so relieve after letting out everything i felt. Im just lucky to have her as my BF because she rocks! I plan to celebrate my birthday this year similar to last year. But maybe some changes? Don't know yet. For now, PRELIMS and 'N' Levels are in my head. PRIORITY. Get all of it over and done with, then i will be free like a bird!

BANDSLAM COMING OUT IN A MONTH'S TIME!!!!!! Vanessa Hudgens!!!!

Currently: Browsing some hairstyles for a new look.

Speaking of which, i just dropped strands of hair due to by stupidity!

I know, TYVM! Embarrassing much!

2009-07-14T16:24:00.003+08:00

Hello people of the world! Suppose to be having tuition now but my tutor accidentally took the wrong bus and she's somewhere faraway from my house. Besides, if she were to reach here it would be only for a few minutes and then she has to go for another class. Anyway, been preparing myself for prelims nowadays. Mr Poh's not gonna be here for a week and guess what?!?!?!?!?!?! Ms Masura took over. Well well well, sigh and OMG! okay, is isn't that bad but maybe it's just a phobia if she enters the class. I just read Demi's twitter and she said that Kara DioGuardi wrote some of Camp Rock 2 songs and Kara also wrote a song for Camp Rock! In addition, Kara wrote a couple of songs with Demi for her "Don't Forget"album! Unusual much! okay, shall go back to study now. School was as usual, nothing much happen.

Despite dread fasting, i can't wait for the fasting month to come, one more month and i can lose wait! There are alot of advantages from fasting! Well, i love the fasting month but i swear it's not gonna be fun this year because im having exams, yup major exams and in fact, im only celebrating the first day of Hari Raya. Okay, ignore this paragraph yeah. It is so unnecessary! Lol.

2009-07-12T00:16:00.003+08:00

I certainly love the above picture alot. The dress looks good on her. Love her hair. I sound so eeewww huh? Like so obessessed over her. Well, im not so crazy larh, it's just that i like her ever since HSM started. She's pretty yos! Haters shut up. Im so bored now and when im bored that means i will start talking about which celebrity i love and blah blah blah. Hope she wins the Choice Female Hottie for TCA '09. How i wish i could be her because she's dating the dream guy of every girl. Nope nope, be yourself is the best.

There's no need for you to be a wannabe. Fake much! Wannabe are so vague larh. I can't stand bimbo language. Muchie instead much, likey instead of like, pressie instead of present and yay me and alot more. Angmoh wannabe yos! Salute you larh huh. Hahahaha, i just love trying to fit myself in the bimbo language, huh! So whiney and so like a baby. Lol. 10 years down the road you'll see the people in this world using the bimbo language because there are so many bimbos wannabe out there. You're simply just someone in disguise. Tsk tsk tsk, stop the disguise and just shine as what you are. YOU EEEEEWWWWW because to me, bimbos are so EEEEEWWWWW. (In addition to last Sat's post).

2009-07-11T21:41:00.003+08:00

OKAY, IM ABOUT TO FREAK RIGHT NOW,

CAMP ROCK 2 IS A GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, it said to be CAMP ROCK 2: THE FINAL JAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay okay okay, i have to chill, im hyperventilating now, please help, help, help!!!!!

I SO CAN'T WAIT FOR IT!!!!!!!!

It's basically just about CONNECT 3(JONAS BROTHERS) returning to CAMP ROCK only to find that that some of the staffs and students of CAMP ROCK has been transfered to CAMP STAR(what a lame name!), CAMP ROCK'S rival. In addition, NATE(NICK) will fall in love with CAMP STAR owner's daughter, DANA(CHLOE BRIDGES)!!!!!!! And and and, it said that it's a Romeo and Juliet inspired story!!!! Omg, i should be the one acting, ehem! Lol.
HOW INTERESTING CAN IT BE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!?!?!?!?!

Suckish part is that, it's gonna be out SUMMER 2010. How bloody long is that and obviously, Singapore will show later than that.

ONE MORE YEAR.......and counting......

ENOUGH OF THAT....

TO MY BELOVED FRIEND,

CATHERINE,

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!!!!
HOPE YOU HAD FUN WITH US YESTERDAY AND
LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!!!!

I owe you a present!

Like finally my blogger could upload pictures.

Wait for my second post!!!

2009-07-06T02:28:00.003+08:00

Alright, firstly this is seriously getting on my nerves! Blogger is so sucky, TYVM. Anyways, went out on yesterday, shan't elaborate that much now because my eyes can just close anytime. Sum up, cousin treat us to dinner, how cool?! For the first time! Just finish watching J.O.N.A.S episode 8 and episode 9, funny much!!! Yes, i was laughing to myself in my room. I just couldn't stop laughing when Joe actually played the Traingle, pathetic much! As for Kevin, his stupidity just drive me nuts and Nick, hhmm, his camera-shy-attitude was very obvious. Okay, ignore what i said, empty thoughts now!

OH MY GAWD, did i tell you guys KEVIN JONAS is ENGAGED?! Oh my, oh my, oh my, reality check alert much! It's really shocking yet touching moment. He flew from Vancouver(after a concert or something), showed up at Danielle's(his fiance) then got down on one knee pulled out a three carat cushion-cut diamond set he designed himself with famous celebrity jeweler, Jacob & Co. Woah, i know, romantic right?! Oh gawd if my future husband were to do that, i promise i will never ever erase that splendid moment off my head!!! How ROMANTIC! Well,
C-O-N-G-R-A-T-U-L-A-T-I-O-N-S to the both of them though they're so not gonna see my blog. Who will Kevin take as his best man. Is it Joe? Nick? Or Frankie? They've yet to set a date for their wedding. Lucky bitch get to marry a JONAS!

***P.S I wonder who's gonna get married next. JOE? Hhhhmm, with? ME of course!!! That's obvious. Lol. Hahahahaha, okay kidding, lets just let that something only God knows. If he's gonna be the next JONAS to get married, well, im happy for him!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Shit, im in my Jonastic mood right now. Thanks to the J.O.N.A.S series!!!
Apologise for the Jonas information post. Lol. Sharing some great news here!!!

2009-07-04T20:40:00.003+08:00

My blogger is such an ass. Can't post pictures here! Wtf? Okay anyways, second time blogging. I wanted to post a picture of me with bangs but well, screw this damn blogger. Okay mum just said that we're going IKEA with aunt and cousin. AAAAWWW, damn it! I thought of writing something here but nvm i have to rush. I accidentally deleted my post when i actually wanted to edit it. Okay, love you bitches alot!!! I'll blog further later.

2009-07-04T14:52:00.002+08:00

Split personality or hypocrite? I think you're so in dilemma about who you truly are, right? Hahahaha, funny part is, you're a SINGAPOREAN means YOU ARE, don't try SO HARD to be someone you're not. No matter how hard you try, you're still what you are from the day you were born. Go for plastic surgery, hair makeover to change your looks? If you do that, too desperate to become one ANGMOH. You're trying so hard to convince people that you're the good one but others are the bad ones. Wtf? Fooling around with my friends, it's a NO!!! Over my dead body man. Why can't people be themselves? Ask that question to yourself instead of asking others. Well, you simply backstabbing yourself! What a person! You aren't what we thought you are. HYPOCRITE. If people in the world were to be like you, i think the world is so gonna collapse. I don't know what people really see in you? Hhhmm, THE NICEST AND PRETTIEST PERSON ON EARTH?! Let me think,
NNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! THE MOST CRUEL, HYPOCRITE, MEANEST AND TWO HEADED SNAKE PERSON ON EARTH?! Well, for this i think i don't need to think anymore because it's a YYYYYYYEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSS!!!! Your don't know the real you? Let me tell you, the orange caption states who you truly arh. Lesson learnt, the most innocent looking person can be the most cruel and meanest person.

2009-06-30T20:36:00.002+08:00

Im rushing for time right now. Okay straight to the point, school has been a major suckage nowadays. New form teacher=school sucks. I can feel the difference in atmosphere when Mr P enters the class and when Mdm Aznah enters the class. AAAAAARRRRGGGHHH!!! She changed Chloe's and Aisah's place. Aisah sits two sits down me and Chloe's like at the other end of the class. Im missing my buddy already!!! I can't sing/talk/crap/laugh with her anymore!!! And Aisah, im miss her alot though she's not that far from me because whenever i wanna talk to her i have to face front and she has to turn back instead of us just turning our heads right and left whenever we wanna talk! Well, i've been sitting with her since sec 2 and sec 3 but we changed this year. Funny things happened in class. Nat and Qiu Fang are the ones to be blamed. Well, just let it be between us! Okay, sitting arrangement are so suckish because she only changed a few people that i think not necessary and never change those who are ought to be changed!!! It makes me feel so angry and frustrated talking about this.

2009-06-28T00:59:00.004+08:00

I LOVE HIS HAIR HERE, HOT AND CUTE!!!! HIS HAIR SUCKS TO THE CORE NOW BUT I STILL LOVE HIM BECAUSE HIS ALWAYS MY NUMBER 1 IDOL. LOOK AT HIS SMILE, HOW ADORABLE COULD THAT BE?! VERY I GUESS!!!! JOE, IF YOU GONNA SEE THIS WHICH YOU'RE IMPOSSIBLY NOT GONNA SEE THIS, I JUST WANNA SAY THAT I LLLLLLLLOOOOVVVVVEEEEEEE YOU ALOT!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA, I SOUND SUPER OBSSESSED THERE, WELL I AM. I DON'T KNOW HOW I FELT FOR JB A YEAR AGO.
BESTEST GIFT IN MY LIFE IS GET TO MEET HIM AND HIS BROTHERS, GIVE THEM A HUG AND THEN TAKE PICTURES WITH THEM. IF THEY SHAKE MY HANDS, IM NOT GONNA WASH IT FOR A YEAR!!! LOL. Okay, i've to shut up!

CURRENT SONG IN PHONE:

Black Keys,

Turn Right,

Don't Speak,

Before The Storm,

Much Better,

Poison Ivy

From, JONAS BROTHERS!!!!!

AWESOME SONGS!!!!!! Yeah i know i suck big time

because im listening song through my phone but not

ipod or blah blah blah. S.U.C.K.S.

I NEED TO BUY THEIR ALBUM MUMMY!!!!!!!

IM BACK IM BACK IM BACK!!!! Okay, i've been changing blogskins lately it's simply because
i can't find the perfect one. The perfect one will be Joe's face! Hahahahahaha. Okay anyway, Cameron Highlands was fun! I really learnt alot there about nature and i didn't know that i was 5000+++++ feet off the ground! I will post about it some other day. The place was 11 degree celcius! So, there's no need for us to go to US to experience cold weather. Lol. Meanwhile just got back form celebrating Father's Day(belated) with cousins and all because all of us were busy last week. Bought a belt and a t-shirt for grandad! Hope he likes it! Got my mouse too, like finally and it's pink!!! I LOVE PINK! Okay, school's gonna start soon, which means no more playing, no more fooling around, no more being talkative but FOCUS!!! My weakness, focus! Luckily i did some studies this holidays and thus im proud of myself. Hehehehehehe.

OooOohHhhh, sad and shocking news, Michael Jackson is dead. Well i knew it from a driver in Cameron. How shocking can that be. He's truly an icon to all. Okay, just felt real sad for his departure. May his soul will rest in peace. I did some spring cleaning in my room just now and had a terrible sinus. JB's gonna host TEEN CHOICE AWARDS BABY!!!!! Hahahahaaha im very happy but i can't watch it, sadly. Wanted to vote for them for Choice Hottie(male) and Choice Hottie(female) for Vanessa Hudgens but it was only open to US residents, damn it. Hope both will win again like last year!!! Oooohhhh Choo, Twilight was also nominated girl! Hahaha, happy right? I know! They got alot of nomination, how cool?!

Shall i stop or shall i wait?!
AAAAARRRRGGGHHH, this is so annoying!
Could you please just talk to me
and get everything back to the way it was?
I need it, PLEASE.
You're the light that brought me to the end
and changed the way i was.

2009-06-23T19:45:00.001+08:00

IM GOING OFF NOW,
SO MEANWHILE, YOU PEOPLE, TAKE CARE!!!

GONNA MISS ALL OF YOU GUYS!!!

Lotsa love,

Afiqah

2009-06-23T00:52:00.002+08:00

Tummyache right now. To be more precise, gastric pain. I guess i'll just have to sleep to kill the pain. Watching Britain's Got Talent on Channel 5 right now. It's so touching! Did i mention that CHACE CRAWFORD won the HOTTEST BACHELOR for PEOPLE'S MAGAZINE?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Like hello, he defeated Zac Efron, Rob Pattinson and other HOT hollywood guys. How wonderful can it be?! Okay, im so addicted to BEFORE THE STORM by Nick and Miley! Good duet huh? Okay wtv, details are on my lj. It's a sweet song and the lyrics are so sweet! No doubts, i cried when i listen to it for the first time. Somehow it relates to my life. So people go listen to it. I need to pee now, nights nights. I shall post something before i leave for Cameron tonight!!! Love you bitches!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D Vanessa Hudgens is in Beastly and Bandslam, IM SO GONNA WATCH THEM BOTH!!!!!!!! Anyone wanna go with me?!?!?!?!

Btw, i cut my hair!!! :( :( :( :( :( :(
She cut my hair a little shorter.
I could identify the difference kay.
I freaked out for a moment when i got home after the haircut!!!
I screamed and Bro called me insane. It's slightly above my asset.
Had my fringe cut too, bangs! :) :) :) :)
But wasn't what i expected.
Im just gonna wait till my hair grow again!!!!!!!!!!! :( :( :( :( :( :(
EVERY SINGLE DAY!

2009-06-21T21:50:00.002+08:00

Went PP in the evening with mum and bro. Got dad's present for father's day!!! Bought him a shoe, something he always wanted and hint to us. LOL. Walked around, ate dinner then went to dad's workplace to meet him. Showed him the present we bought, hahahaha, he was like "Shoe?"
and my mum said "Yes, shoe, something you wanted and kept on looking out for it. This kids larh, wanted to buy somthing for you". And my dad went "Aiyah, i didn't ask you to buy, but nvm larh since you buy alr. Buat susah2 je arh korang ni!" Don't know how to translate that to eng. Okay dad, i know you love it and you action only, right?! So just ended packing up for tuesday's departure. Im left with putting songs and videos in my phone. Can't wait, but sadly i can't send Mr P off! Sigh. When will i ever see him again? Maybe next year? Tuition tmr. I've yet to cut my hair on Saturday. I guess i was too busy. Gonna miss you babes!

2009-06-20T00:14:00.006+08:00

Demi Lovato!

So gonna buy the album when it comes out.

Better cover then "DON'T FORGET" cover.

Her movie with Sel Gomez,

Princess Protection Programme

is coming in Disney Channel June 26 i think?

But that's in US, not Singapore.

Can't wait to watch it!!!

VANESSA HUDGENS!

Oh wells, i L.O.V.E Vanessa Hudgens fyi.

Who cares about the haters out there?

Maybe the part which she's dating

the hottie, Zac Efron is the part im jealous, duh!

Saw this Magazine at Times and obviously i can't buy.

Like it when she dress up! :D

JONAS BROTHERS!

Erm, don't mind this picture?

Ignore Joe's hair because it's super ugly, i know.

So no need to comment anything about his hair

because i know many of you will say it's ugly.

Put aside all those things,

music is the main thing in their album.

WW3, Turn Right, Paranoid, Poison Ivy is fucking AWESOME.

See, i had to use the F word to describe it.

Sorry for the RANDOMNESS.
just too bored i guess.
I've alot more celebrities that i love.
It will take ages for me to tell you guys
because there are so many of them.
Next victim, CHACE CRAWFORD.
Who's with me? He's hot isn't he?

2009-06-18T23:49:00.004+08:00

Check this picture out baby!

From their new album.

I know, again right?

Well, i will be posting a few pictures

from their new album this few days.

Currently so bored here. Alone in my room as usual, facing the computer not knowing what to do. I've to say im satisfied and happy with myself because i've been studying this few days. I seriously need some cash right now. TOOOOOOO desperate for it. I mean it's money, hello people don't tell me anyone of you can live without money? I need to buy alot of things but
i just can't right now.

Going out with family this Sat, i guess? So there's a great chance that i can persuade my mum to pay for me for my top from mango, perfume and accessories which makes a total of $75 bucks, i calculated. Woah! Okay wanna know how much i spent this holidays on stuffs like tops, earrings, bottoms, shoes and accessories? Hint: more than 170 bucks. Crazy much! Tsk tsk tsk, something not to be proud of. However, magazine is not on the list so something i can be proud of finally, phew. I've to stop being a spendthrift and a shopaholic! Now, im adding stuffs to my closet by wanting to buy more tops and accessories. Big Sigh. If only money could fall from the sky, nobody has to work their ass off! Yeah, i've to wait million more years then it will happen.

How i wish when i wake up in the morning, a million dollar cash will appear right in front of my eyes and that's when i will immediately jump off my bed and start the party!!! WoooooHhooOoooOo.

Okay i shall watch Prison Break online right now since i can't watch next week. Nighty nights people.

2009-06-18T00:57:00.006+08:00

Well having spent time at home isn't a good idea because time passed real slow! How cool is that? Okay, not cool! Anyway, just finished watching J.O.N.A.S episode 6 and it's damn hilarious. Frankie was so adorable in the show. I wanna watch Transformers : Revenge Of The Fallen, June 24. Megan Fox is so hot in the show. Yeah i know it's weird to hear me saying i wanna watch an action movie but oh wells, i find it real cool and interesting so yeah. Prison Break is getting more and more awesome. I've so many shows to catch up but i don't know when to watch it all. Im gonna be so RANDOM right now so bear with me. I miss school so much because i miss my babes alot!

Well something i fear the most happened. AAAAAHHHH, i always tried so hard to not to think about it but when i tried to avoid it, it hurts so much to be treated this way. Pushing me to edge where i can just fall anytime and that's when it's gonna be the most wonderful part of my life. But it's just a stupid hope because it will never happen and won't happen. I will just stay at the edge and wait till the time come and when the time comes, it's gonna be a major shocking. Forcing myself to do something against my needs is awful. I hope everything will just stick as it is because i gave up. Though i think giving up is not the way to solve a problem. Or maybe should i still hope, wait and persevere? Well i think it's a waste of time. Only a miracle could change everything. God will help me go through this problem using the right path.
There's a voice in my head saying "STOP! DON'T THINK ABOUT IT" but what am i suppose to do? I C.A.N.N.O.T. If i could stop thinking about this, it's hurtful because recalling the past makes me smile but when i start thinking about this is hurts even more terribly, hating myself for what im doing, hating you for what you're doing not, what you've done.
SHALL I MAKE THE FIRST MOVE AND TALK???

That picture definitely made me feel better!!! Love them so much!!!

2009-06-17T00:50:00.004+08:00

THAT'S THEIR NEW ALBUM COVER!!!! :D:D:D

NICE OR NOT? COOL OR NOT? HANDSOME OR NOT(REFERRING TO JOE)?

HHHMMMMPPPP, LET ME THINK. YES, YES AND YES!!!

Decided to use the font colour blue because it's Joe's favourite!!!

Time check: 5 mins to 1am. Im so bored right now. I don't know what to do.
Just finished watching my Indonesian show online and i've alot more episodes
to cover. Well, another day at home was a killer. I was so bored don't know what to do
and that's when i said to myself, why not study? So, studied Bio again, few more chapters
and im done with Bio. Gonna study SS next then Physics then Maths.
A week more before i leave for Cameron!!! Very excited!!!
Im actually looking forward alot for the bus ride and obviously visiting the
Strawberry Park. Gonna share a room with Brother!!! :(:(:(
Oh God, H.E.L.P!!! He's gonna kill me and bring me to hell, sharing a room with him?
You gotta be kidding me. Anyway OMG, DID I TELL YOU GUYS THAT
KRIS ALLEN-WAS-ON-ELLEN-TALKSHOW JUST NOW?! OMFG, THAT CUTIE DUDE WAS SO AWESOME ON ELLEN! HE SANG HIS VERSION OF HEARTLESS(which was one of the reason why i felt for him) AND NO BOUNDARY(he's beautiful voice that got me nuts)!!!
*CLAPS* HE'S SMILE WAS SO ADORABLE!!! HE CAN DRIVE ME TO THE GRAVE.
Ooopppss, that doesn't mean im not paying attention to JB!!!
They are still number one on my list!!! Forever and Always. Speaking of which,
a song called "Much Better" in their new album was from Joe to Taylor.
How cool is that?! Lol, not cool at all psh! Okay, one confession and demand right now,
I WANNA BUY JONAS BROTHERS NEW CD, CAN I?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

2009-06-16T01:48:00.004+08:00

The clock's ticking and it's 10 mins to 2am!!!
Someone help and save me from this dreadful part of me!!!
I can't sleep and day by day it's getting worse!!!
Since i can't sleep how about i give you guys
an update of the past few days.
Friday:
Outing with Vanessa, Amanda, Sonya, Cherie, Claire and Rin
for DRAG ME TO HELL at The Cathay!!!
Boy, it's a funny, lame and shocking show.
Erm, it's not really scary it's just that
you know when all of a sudden the scene was
so quiet, expecting nothing will happen, suddenly "BOOM!"
Sat with Rin in the theatre and we sure did scream alot okay!!!
We can't sit together because we could just die on
each other's hands when there's no one to save us from that.
Hanged around Plaza Sing took pictures
and we went our separate ways.
Planning on a PICNIC!!! HHHMMMM.
Saturday:
Went for some relaxing time with family, aunt, uncle and cousins at ECP.
Was quite fun i guess because the weather was perfect!!! :D:D:D
Stayed by the beach with our hard-work-built-tent.
We struggled alot setting up my uncle's tent because
it was so huge and whenever we tried stay it put,
it was blown away by the win,d making us feel like a dork.
I was laughing because it was hilarious to see us not able to set up a tent.
If there's a competition for the-bestest-and-fastest-tent-build
my family will definitely lose!!! LOL.
Probably the reason why we're not in uniform groups! :)
In the middle of the night with the sea breeze, fresh and cool air,
we were entertained by my cousin, singing and strumming his guitar.
My father was being the clown of the night,
started to do funny actions and started dancing,
it was embarrassing but it's my dad so no surprise
he if he does such thing in public,
leaving us laugh till we teared!
Well, he could even start dancing in front of lots of people
in a shopping mall without thinking twice!!!
Yeah, see my father, how clownish can he get.
Anyway, went home around 4am in the morning
as brother had to attend some performance.
We could have stayed longer but oh wells.
Sunday:
Went out with family to Penin to get my jeans(oh like finally!):
Bro bought his jeans too! I didn't know my brother
grew up so much, he's legs are super long, i mean a guy,
with long legs? Ha, joke!
He fits perfectly on the jeans.
Proceeded to PP walked around had dinner
the headed home for some rest.
So that's basically what i did during the weekends.
Enjoy your holidays babes!!!
Gotta try to sleep.

2009-06-15T21:31:00.003+08:00

Spent my day at home studying Bio!!!
Duh im stress! Tried so hard
to maintain studying and trying to absorb
as many information as possible.
Im thinking of a way to get money from my mum!
Though Aisah thought me to do
something really impossible and ridiculous!
Hahahahahaahaha.
Im watching my Indonesian show right now online.
I've been busy going out this few days
so i'll keep you guys update on what
i did some other day because im so not in the mood to blog.
Love you all so much!!!
IM EXCITED FOR TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LINES VINES AND TRYING TIMES IS COMING OUT!!!!!!!!!
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!
OH GOD I CAN'T WAIT RIGHT NOW!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

2009-06-11T22:49:00.003+08:00

W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R, B-I-T-C-H

You think this world is only about you?

Something only you can own?

Lol shits, hell NO!

That's being S-E-L-F-I-S-H

So, didn't went to school at a very last notice.

My eye started swelling when i got home yesterday.

Thought it could be better when i get some sleep

but it was worse when i woke up in the morning.

Thank God it's back to normal now.

Rot at home today and hell ya boring.

Going out with band babes tmr,

Drag Me To Hell, here we come!

It's been a long time since i watched horror movies

in cinema, which probably will make me scream!

Going out with BF next week to Tamp,

to get our perfume and go on some one to one date with her!

QUALITY TIME!!! :D:D:D

LOVE HER ALOT because she always MAKES ME LAUGH!!!

Celebrity update:

MILEY AND JUSTIN BROKE UP

SELENA GOMEZ CUT HER HAIR TO BOP/BOB(idk how to spell)

JOE AND CAMILLE SPOTTED GOING ON A LUNCH DATE

5 MORE DAYS TO THE RELEASE OF JONAS BROTHERS

LINES, VINES AND TRYING TIMES ALBUM, WWWOOoooooHHhhoOoooO!!!!!

Okay maybe people don't know

im like a fan of Disney Channel stars

but not so crazy over them.

Anyone know Jason Dolley? Ha, he's cute too!!!

Got to catch up with some of my show,

finishing soon and Season 2, here i come!!!

Twitter- Signing up soon

so i can know what the Celebrities doing!!!

Nights nights.

2009-06-10T22:10:00.002+08:00

SHOPPING LIST:
-Tube and and oversize tee from MANGO
-Jeans from PENIN
-Accessories(bangles, necklace, headbands) from DIVA
-2-3 tops from FOX
-Perfume from BHG
-Shoe from COTTON ON
-Tights from GILVON at T1
-Dresses
See how much i have to buy?
All this is to be in my hands before i go Cameron Highlands!!!
I need some Cash Out please!!! Sent out an SOS!!!
D-E-S-P-E-R-A-T-E F-O-R M-O-N-E-Y!!!
Stupid Mags wasted my money.
See i always have to live with full of regrets.
From now, i promise myself to
control myself from buying magazines
and to spend my money wisely.
Im gonna note down the things i buy
for the day so then i know
whether i meet my budget or not!
I think it's a good move, right?!
Night night.

2009-06-04T16:33:00.002+08:00

Even though i dread going to school,

friends are always the one that

motivates me to attend school!

Just finished watching HMTM

and it's a great movie.

Sure i did cry watching it

because there are certain parts

that touched me deeply!!!

It's out in cinemas today babes.

Another day of school tmr, blah!

Im so missing BAH just like you guys!

I missed the times we had and

everything we did!

I sure did miss this girl alot,

AMANDA NEO!!!

LOVE YOU TO BITS AND PIECES KAY!!!
WE MUST GO OUT SOON!!!

2009-05-29T23:19:00.003+08:00

My laptop had been such an ass lately.

A-N-N-O-Y-I-N-G

It's 11.25pm now and i can't sleep.

Okay school was just normal,

nothing much to describe.

Well, MT 'O' is in 3 days time,

and obviously im not prepared for it.

I didn't know that MT has got tonnes of things

to learn about which simply waste my brain's

memory space!!! -_-

Another 2 weeks of school for me which

took up 2 weeks of my 4 weeks of holidays.

Whatever with it, im gonna work

as far as im concern.

Okay im finding HMTM online now

and hope that i can get!

Nights.

2009-05-28T21:42:00.003+08:00

Just got back from the travel agency.
Ha, since i can't get my 200 bucks or 100 bucks,
mummy decided to just bring me to CAMERON HIGHLANDS!!!
No matter what i still appreciate the reward
mummy gave me even though i didn't do that well.
But wanting to get over the money situation isn't easy.
I've always wanted the money to go shopping but
i guess i can't now. Money is so tempting!
Yes, okay well the hotel and stuff aren't confirm yet
but im very excited!!! *fingers cross*
I wanna go to the Strawberry Park over there
because i love strawberries!!!!!!
Then, mum's gonna bring me to the
tea plantation, vegetable farm etc.
Okay, im not going to be a farmer kay
as what Choo claimed but yeah as what mum said
CAMERON HIGHLANDS is known with its plantations and all.
I hope the trip is confirm because i've always
wanted to go to CAMERON HIGHLANDS.
Results Day today and boy i did bad.
Okay, i don't wanna dwell on it
because it hurt so badly to come to think of it.
Anyway, i can't send MR PRITCHARD off if my trip is confirm
as my departure is June 23, 10.30pm and
his flight is June 24, 02.20am!!!
Yeah, real sad i know, just wanna see him for the last time
but unfortunately i can't!
Another day of school tmr, nights.

2009-05-27T20:42:00.003+08:00

I simply forgot what actually happened in school today.

But for sure one thing i remembered,

MR PRITCHARD'S last words to us.

He was the one who was patience towards us,

He was the one who understood us the most,

He was the one who always never stop giving us words of encouragement,

He was the one who always compliment us,

He was the one who always made Eng lessons fun,

He was the one who never stop making funny expressions,

He was the one whom everyone will want to have as a form teacher.

One and a half year with him was a great experience for me.

He's a wonderful form teacher,

a teacher that i've never had before.

Im holding back the tears for now

but for sure when the day arrives,

i am sure that all of the tears hold back

gonna wet my cheeks.

WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!!

2009-05-25T17:17:00.003+08:00

School was probably as usual i guess.

Normal lessons and obviously it sucks.

Somene was hitting back to

another person who thinks

she's the most perfect girl in the whole

wide world and that she's right herself.

Okay, school was great.

Laughing about apes behavoiur

which was the most ridiculous thing ever.

Bought a dress from Chloe's blogshop,

20fools.blogspot.com

So people visit this blogshop

but no need to buy!

NO! Kidding, please do buy the stuffs!

Choo must be honoured right now

because her VIP pass customer is

promoting her blogshop! Lol.

We'll be dismissing at 11am tmr but

unfortunately, im not gonna be dismissed at that time

because i've to attend the MT drill.

MT 'O' level is in 7 days time and i've

no sense of panic but im scared to sit for the paper.

Okay, i wonder how i could feel that way,

not panic but scared, WEIRD!

Im just gonna get over and done with it

and thus i could focus more on my weaker subjects.

Dang it, got back my Malay results,

which disappoints me alot.

It didn't meet my expectations

which upsets me terribly but

it motivates me alot in many ways.

I have to comment on the weather now

because it totally sucks like shit.

Im burning under the scorching sun

like no one's business!

Perspiring 24/7 and having headache!

Im just hoping the weather could be better

in few days time because

i doubt no one is "surviving" with this

kind of weather.

Anyway,

sorry for the wordy post.

2009-05-24T16:17:00.005+08:00

Firstly, to Chloe, GET WELL SOON DEAR!
Love you lots and take care!!! :D
Okay MYE was a disaster.
Failed 2 subjects, Bio and POA but
overall i passed everything except POA!
What a joke man, im gonna work hard this june holidays.
JB's "PARANOID" music video is out baby!!!
The most amazing and awesome video ever.
Im done with Maths hwk,
only left with notes on 5 chapters of SS.
J.O.N.A.S has been awesome.
Watched all first 5 episodes already,
really hilarious! Anti-JB don't watch

it if you are listless about them.

Okay, sorry for the harsh remark
but im running out of ideas on what to say.
Anyway, i've a point to what i said above
which-only-god-knows-what-it-is.
School was fun this few days.
Laughing at the slightest thing ever from
how people laugh, how people fart etc.
with Chloe and Aisah,
everything seems perfect to be in school!
Im going off now, to aunt's house soon
to fetch grandparents back home.

Weather has been sucky this few days,

the scorching sun got me into a

state which i definitely tried to avoid,

headache and itching skin which simply failed!!!

It sucks to the core, definitely.

Im gonna refresh myself by

drowning myself in the cooling water

in my bathroom right now.

Yes, bathe is the word.

2009-05-13T20:48:00.002+08:00

OMG, it's been a long time since i blog!

EXAMS are finally over and im so delighted! :D:D:D

So many things to catch up and i've

not been catching up much with my bandmates,

which means we need to go out soon!!!

Okay, so exams is a killer as usual but

some papers are manageable.

I NEED TO GO SHOPPING SOON!!!

Omg omg omg, J.O.N.A.S show is out babes!!!

I've watched all first three episodes and

boy it's so hilarious and cute!!!

Rating is 5/5.

New album coming out soon,

"Lines, Vines and Trying Times"

Ask me ask me whether im buying,

YES of course i am guys, DUH!

Okay, i wanna rest now and enjoy my free moments!!!

Nights nights!

2009-05-02T21:29:00.003+08:00

I think i won't be blogging till the exams end
which is really gonna be quite a long time.
I will try to fit myself to the computer
to destress from exams in between the exam time.
Okay, im hoping for the best for myself,
i don't wanna disappoint myself! :D
So, good luck to you guys out there.
Today's the premiere of JB's new disney channel series, JONAS.
YAY LIKE A MILLION TIMES!!!
Im gonna watch it online as soon as its up!!!
Their new album is coming out in June,
Title of album: Lines, Vines and Trying Times.
Omg, what a cool, awesome and nice name!!!
New single coming out soon, "Paranoid", even better!
Okay, shut up.
Nights nights.

2009-04-27T16:32:00.002+08:00

It's been ages since i blog.

Well, everything's fine but not me

because i've been busy this few days.

Many things planned in such a short period of time.

Im really not prepared fot MYE.

This week marks the last week

for us to prepare for MYE and im very sure

teachers are gonna pump us up with

many stuffs at the very last minute.

Bio, could be the worse, from the beginning

of the semester, Mdm A appeared in class

and started teaching, but it was as though

she's talking to herself.

Im so clueless on whatever she say!

I don't know how to study for Bio.

When i flip open the book,

i tend to close it back and proceed to another subject.

Okay, im gonna read my book now.

Bye.