HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONA RAIDAH!!!
STAY HAPPY ALWAYS AND REST WELL.
How unlucky she was, sick on her birthday.
Ignore my damn fucking face, wasn't prepared to take the picture.Now im so looking forward for Thursdays because it makes the week sounds shorter. Anyways, i guess going back for CCA is "fun"afterall. Obviously it's not. I mean like you're still stuck in the CCAwhile all your friends are busy choosing which Poly they wanna go. I smell jealousy there! Had auditions today for the future Pb-ians.Well, it was so-so. Just pissed me off to be in the audition room becauseim like the only Sec 5 there?! Cheese! Anyways, luckily i was just sitting infor Cherie today as she has drama elective. I would rather be the runner then be in the audition room to audition the people.The only best part was laughing at them. Ironically, we were like them before and that our seniors actually laughed at us before too. Meanie.It's like a karma. Shanna passed me some of her Eng notes for my reference. Hehehehe, Thank You to you Shananananananana!I've to get going to read up my SS notes, Detterence & Diplomacy,as we'll be having a so called SS test. HHHHEELLLLPPPP. I hate that topic so much!
Sometimes i feel is so unfair to live.
Do you always have to give in, in life and just letting yourself suffer?
What if one is so cold hearted and never spare a thought for you?
Or maybe making someone feel so outcasted?
Well, i maybe feigning ignorance, but, till when?
Im not being a petty pot here and im not the only one
that feels that way, someone else too but are you aware of that?
Try to be in our shoes. You'll feel sad and miserable, right?
Like you're not being appreciated?
I guess you loved making people feel that way.
However, when it happens to you, attitude it will that you show.
There's a limit to everything you do.
You don't have to be so KEPO and want to know every single thing
about that person but when it comes to your "share"
you would just shut up while that person tries to pretend
she doesn't wanna know anything. Im tired of all this giving-in-to-you
sort of thing. In life, you have to give and take, you either win or lose,
fail or succeed. You can't always hope and assure that a person
will always go with the flow and that you have to always be the boss.
Accept it, but what about you, are you accepting
the reality of living in this open world? I doubt so.
Shall i continue on with the charade in front of you or speak up?
I don't want to argue over a matter that we can put aside on,
and focus on something else. Im a type of person who doesn't like
to start a fight over small matters for no reason unlike you.
What if i can't stand it any longer? Die inside?
I might not be able to change you, but you can change yourself.
Everything starts from yourself. If you want people to have a good and clean
impression of you, i guess you will have to mend your ways of
presenting yourself in front of people. Im not asking you to be perfect,
neither i am perfect, but nothing can change if it's not from you.
Trust me, you can't live with this kind of attitude because
it looks bad on you, pretty on the outside, but ugly and rude on the inside.
Beauty starts from your heart, not your face or the way you dress.
what we could have been, 6:58 PM.