I don't prioritize my ego in any problem.
Go ahead and say whatever you wanna say
because i hope one day you will understand why all this happened.
A spark that will light up in front of us that will determine our friendship.
Afraid i am to break this friendship, but i know
im doing this for your own good, my beloved friend
whom i don't wanna see behaving like that all the time.
Whether we fought/cried/laugh/hate/ignored each other,
i will always love you, the trust you gave me was unbelievable
but understanding is the only i think i ask for, nothing else.
Waking you up from all the mistakes that i can't deny that i did before
but let it be a lesson learnt for me and a lesson taught to you
by a friend that doesn't want the same to happen.
I am not showing my ego neither am i saying im perfect in many ways.
Nobody's perfect but it's only you, that can change you, not me, not anyone else.
But as a friend, im just helping you as what im able to because i don't want to see
you being left out in the sea alone, almost drown,
asking for help but no one came to your rescue.
Hurt to see that, don't want to see that.
Am always the one making the first move doesn't play justice.
I am hurt but the cut was too deep that i have to do this.
Keeping it all the time made me realized that it doesn't solve anything.
Saying it to you either over the phone or face to face,
will make you and i in an awkward position.
The bestest way is to do this, i guess.
I hope you will understand, just UNDERSTANDING i require, my beloved friend.
TRUST AND UNDERSTANDING IS THE KEY TO OUR FRIENDSHIP.
I LOVE YOU, FOREVER AND ALWAYS.
Love,
Afiqah
Dedicated to a friend that i never hated but LOVE her.
what we could have been, 7:13 PM.
