MISSING MY FRIENDS 
Last day of hairstyling course.
Just cutting of hair.
Erm, i can't cut girls hairstyle but,
i can cut guys hairstyle!
Did really well for it.
Give me a few days to post pictures on hairstyling
as majority of the pictures is with Joni.
Brought my own food for break.
Im gonna have my period soon.
Having PMS lately.
Friends, apologise for being very pek chek,
PMS lately guys!
I don't know why but
one moment, i'll feel happy, strong, energised
but another moment, i feel sad, weak, angry.
Why?
There are many things that
make me feel sad, angry, dissapointed and scared.
God, please make give me the strength
to face all this!
You wasn't like that once.
You've changed!
Do you know that im afraid to loose you?
You seem different,
so much different.
I don't know if you realise that,
but i realise the change in you coz you're my friend.
I don't know how to tell you.
I don't know how to face this.
Im dissapointed with you.
Can i trust you like i do before?
Can i?
One moment, you're okay with us
but the next, you'll change you expression totally.
Maybe im feeling this way,
but are you feeling the same?
I feel so bad now.
I trusted you alot but
you're pulling the trust i put on you.
Thanks, for being my friend
but i hope our friendship will be much much much
BETTER like what i wished it could be.
ILOVEYOUMYFRIEND
Bye.
what we could have been, 2:02 PM.