I don't know why whenever i
open the book to study,
somehow my brain will say
"close the book, no need to study".
I have no idea how im gonna
do well for my exams.
Sometimes i wonder if im suffering
from any illness or not.
My brain doesn't wanna think,
i forget things easily and
my body doesn't wanna work with me.
Also i think if i can even
get promoted to Sec 4?
No wait, i can get promoted!
What your brains says,
that's what you'll get.
Exams gonna end soon and im happy with that.
*jumps around*
The only thing is that,
im afraid of the results!
Can i just die and live in peace?
I feel very useless and empty in my life.
So many things distracts me terribly
and this made me not focus.
Now, i just feel like
doing everything except studying.
I lost my interest for studying
and this is the wrong time for this to happen.
I need to meet a psychologist i guess.
Emotionally, physically, mentally problem/distracted.
I never slack terribly before
during the exam period.
Seriously, i need to meet an expert
to get everything sort out.
But for now i just need
to kick my ass to study for tmr's exam.
Btw, the picture, mind the pillow.
We didn't notice about the pillow
until we took the picture.
Bye.
what we could have been, 5:16 PM.
