So currently, im multi-tasking. Computer and PSP at the same time. Hahaha, trying my luck playing PSP's soccer. My opponent scored 2 already. Hahaha, looks fun that's why i wanna try larh. Hahaha. Well, it's just a game larh.
Every minute im thinking about today. Can't i just like stop thinking about today? I need my friends especialy band friends because they know my situation. I don't feel like looking at that person's face. Just making my temper worse. I can like "erupt" anytime i want and can. Shuts!!! I didn't expect myself to get angry with that person. You can be nice at times but when you goes overboard you making my life miserable. Here i am trying to control my temper but you making it worse. Life musn't be miserable. One problem after another. Hate it! Why band having lots of problems?????????
Talked to the Sec 1s and THANKS VANESSA for leaving me alone. So hope whatever we said just now you all will take it seriously. About the packing up thingy, just whatever to it. We the seniors will always help you guys okay. We won't let only you all TOUCH the instruments and only you all pack up. But that doesn't mean you all no need to pack up arh!!! Just listen to what VANESSA, ME and NIRALI told you all just now. Heck care about what other people say coz we won't let you do the things alone coz we are a band.
Oh yeah did i tell you guys that people cheat on my bloody money? Not once but thrice!!! Wait four times. One time just recently. Firstly i accompanied mother to market on Saturday then the person cheat on my $1. Suppose to be $7.50 and she charged $8.50 i realised that until we reached home. Then the next day we went to ESSO coz dad wanted to do his car tyres while on our way to queensway. The person cheat my money again!!! This time $0.50 but still! it's money okay. Then went Queensway coz dad wanted to buy soccer ball then the person cheat my money again!!! OMG!!! $1. MONEY MONEY MONEY.
Then then then just now, my mother lost $10, nope not exactly lost the money just that the cashier gave her lesser amount then what she suppose to get back. OMG!!! People are cheating on my money. Nvm, my mother say that luck is around us: rexeki nak masok lerh!!! Hahahahahaa. God give retribution to this people please of cheating my money!!! They are not honest people!!! Hahaha, im cursing people for god sake???!!!
*Touch wood*
Gosh! My brother is frigging IRRITATING. Pissing me off. Enough of treating me like your maid larh you stupid brother! He left his cup on the table and expecting me to put it for him. Bossing me to take the drink for him like as if he's the king. What the hell??? Why is he treating me like this??? Hello, you treating your sister like your maid? And im your older sister okay!!!! I should be the one bossing him. But yeah, when i boss him, i scolded but when he boss me my mother said "what's wrong with helping your brother". OMG!!! So idiot larh!
Told you it's irritating to have younger brother. Not only that, my brother is such a busybody can? He wanna know everything i do and where i go.
ARRRGGGHHHH, he's pissing me off man!!! I can't wait for him to grow older and do he's own stuff and not to be a busybody person. I have my own things and you have yours!!!
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Noelle & Alex : Hahaha, *faints* too. hahahahahaha. His HOT!!!! *melts*
Jo-Ann : Haha, you're welcome. Erm, i see whether i want to add or not okay??? hahaha i will add larh kay don't worry.
Catherine : Thanks for agreeing with me. Of course lah he's hot and good looking.
Bye Readers
So, band today was sorry to say but SUCKED TO THE MAX!!! Was superbly angry with someone. Can you just bloody don't treat them and us like that? When i say this you say that. What the f*** is this??? Can you listen to us for once? Treating people like your maids or slaves or worse, DOG. Please CHANGE! I didn't expect you to be like that. You a getting worse day by day. I was really angry with you. I gave up on you okay! Why must you be like that. You are just making my life miserable and can making me don't wanna go band.
And to whoever i shouted at just now during band, im super duper sorry. Sincerely apologise to you all. Sorry to trouble you all but i can't control my temper. I know that i shouted to some of you all and i scolded you all for no reason. IM REALLY SORRY TO YOU GUYS. But that's what i am if im angry. But what to do, that person made me really angry like to the MAX. Couldn't stand it already. SORRY GUYS. GOD i feel so guilty now coz scolded and shouted and ignored innocent people. And sorry if i ignored you guys okay when you all talked to me, especially Vanessa. She was trying to calm me and talked to me but i ignored. SORRY VANESSA. NO MOOD to talk.
Next birthday would be SARAH'S and JO-ANN'S. WoooHooo.... Plan again but hope will work out this time. Hahaha, always can't make it one if we plan. As if there's something wrong. 
THANK GOD, NO more BAND this few weeks, i've no mood for band already. And it's like almost 2 weeks no band!!! Hahahahaha, HAPPY TO THE MAX!!! Some people just spolit my mood. I just need to calm myself, chill and have some coffee, go out with my friends and don't bring up the matter and i think i'll be alright. We are not isolating you but you are making us doing that. Just listen to us for once and that's okay for me. You always want things to be your way and what for we by your side. Might as well you do everything on your own. Right??? Im sorry to say this but i want you to know what's got into you, what's happening to you and want you to know that you've change. STOP ABUSING YOUR AUTHORITIES. Sorry if what i say might be hurtful to you but we want you to change for the better but not for the worse.
