Bear with me okay, it's gonna be a
LONG low post.
Okay, all my plans for this week is runied!
Thanks to who? My mother!!!!!
Gosh! I can't take it anymore.
Being grounded for weeks and weeks.
Staying at home all day long from morning to night
Hello, i need to breathe okay!
I need to breathe the atmosphere out there.
Msg Glady's yesterday coz i was feeling low.
Was suppose to go out with her today but all tak jadi.
Why must you do this to me?
FREEDOM
Can you give me that?
Cooping me at home like a bird in a cage,
trying to escape?
What for you allow me to go without sincerity?
Damn.
Im not asking much.
Is the reason of you doing this because i failed my exam?
MATHS.
Is it? If that's the case, i think you're being ridiculous.
You ask me to stay at home and study
during holidays?
Who'll do that?
Even a genius knows when to enjoy and when to study?
You are just making empty promises.
I think you are being self-centred.
Is my presence needed in this house?
NO, is the answer right?
Please don't do this to me, it's the vacation now.
All of my friends are enjoying this vacation but what about me?
A bird trap in a cage,
longing for freedom.
FREEDOM IS MAKING THE RIGHT CHOICE WHEN
NO ONE IS THERE TO STOP YOU!
GET IT?
I gave all you want.
I studied to the best of my abilities
even though sometimes i feel so stress about it,
don't show it to all of you
because i know, you'll just be angry.
Look friends, i maybe happy outside,
by deep down inside in my hurtful heart,
GOD knows how i feel.
Don't make me do things that you'll hate me.
Running away, i know, won't solve any problem.
Killing myself, just making all of you miserable.
Hurting myself, is it the best way?
Letting out what i feel to all of you?
NO! Because i know all of you have no heart to listen to me.
Have you ever sit down together with me and ask me
do i have any problems?
I think my friends are there for me but not my family.
I know, family is the priority.
But....you're making me don't feel that way.
Just let me do what i want.
I know how to take care of myself.
Im not a child anymore.
Im not a child who doesn't know how to take
care of herself.
I know you don't trust me mum,
and i don't trust you either.
Just one question im asking you
and always wanting to ask you.
WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?
Why can't you be like other mums?
You always nag at me.
All good deeds i done,
is bad in your eyes.
Nagging and all won't solve any problem.
This is not the way to discipline me.
Miserable is the word.
Im having a teenage life here
and teenege life shouldn't be like that
But what about me?
Always asking a question that doesn't have an answer.
I thought you were the one who's
suppose to be by my side.
But... NO
WHY DO ALL GOOD THINGS COME TO AN END?
Thanks Glady's for listening to me yesterday.
Thanks alot.
You have your serious time huh?
Bear with me okay, it's gonna be a
