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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Everything's alright except that my brother spoils the mood. Currently so angry with my mother and brother and not talking to them. Rivy, Rachel Lee, Aisah, Si Ying and Glady's went to my house. He complained to my mother about somethings and now, i got a massive scolding from my mother!!!!! Why can't he just shut his bloody mouth???
I HATE MY BROTHER. Alright, i shall get this straight, since you complained to mother about small, little, minor things, can i do that too??? Of course i can!!! It's to be FAIR. I hate it man!!! Guess what my borther's doing now. He's helping my mother in the kitchen which he seldom does that. So now, he's trying to act nice and a good child in front of my mother!!!
What for you do things without sincerity???

My brother can't keep secrets. This tells me that, if i have a boyfriend or do something that they didn't expect from me (like smoking for example), i can't tell him. He will surely tell my mother. I will get a really really really big,masive, serious and huge scolding or even canning??? If he does things that he's not suppose to be doing (smoking again for example) i'll tell my mother or worse, father??? I don't care. I bet he will smoke when he turns 15!!! I really bet he'll smoke. Wanna bet??? Boys are like that. You will know how is it like to be betrayed by your own sibling and get scolding to the max!!! I thought he could be trusted. Well i got it wrong!!! Come on man, my friends come to my house just for fun and they didn't even mess up our house. I know i sound mean but i can't take it anymore because he did this so many times already!!!! Betraying your own sister!!!!

Here's another story about my brother. He blurt out my cousin's secret to my cousin's parents and he(my cousin) got a huge scolding and even canning from his parents for smoking. Not only that, my cousin also got a scolding from my father. Wth. I think my brother like to see people get scolded that's why he tell everything. STUPID!!! My cousin also thought that my brother could be trusted. I hate people like this. I need a sister or a brother or maybe better, friend that's not like him!!! Stupid dog!!! AHHHHHH..... I WANNA GET HELL OUTTA THIS!!!!!Im done with my brother's story, let's get to another thing. Nowadays, i seldom talk to him as he got he's own stuff and i got mine!!!

Hmmm, i've given Mrs Chong the resigning letter from prefects just now. So i hope they will give the answer by this week or not, next week as i really can't wait!!! I really hate the new student leaders structure. Well, exams are like in few weeks, no no no, maybe few days. I managed to jot down some notes for Social Studies and im done with it. So when exams come, just take the notes and study. Planning to go for night study with Faustine tmr and friday. We really need to study. I don't wanna screw up this year. Okay i shall maintain myself not to post oftenly because i need to study. You guys will see less post till exams end. Good luck for mid years ppl!!!

Tags reply:
Aisah: Very smart ah!!! Eh, no no no, very "smart". That classmate kan your classmate too.
Tiara: Yes dear june holidays coming, it means we shall hang out soon yeah!!! Hahaha, miss you so much!!! Thanks for tagging. Tag always!!! Hahaha. :D Take care too dear!!!!

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