&let go.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

monday
was the first day of chalet
met zoey at 1.15 and reached there before 2.30 (check in time)
then met chloe and catherine at the chalet,sat down and talk until 2.30
after checking in few other classmates came
glady's surprised us during the chalet
she said that she's going korea during our chalet dates (she lied to us kay)
in the end she didn't,she went korea like last week and returned form korea last saturday
i knew she was lying when we were chatting and knew form amanda about her return from korea
ok glad to see her lah...i mean she's not there its like weird haha (don't bloom ah glady's)
ok then jac came with her friends,they are quite fun and funny actually
we went arcade too at 10.30 then i went home at 11 plus was damn tired and i couldn't sleep i don't know why so i watched tv till morning and slept only 2 hrs (ton myself ah???)

tuesday
second day of chalet
had to go school first for band (had to conduct and im fucking wth,im like so useless as a conductress!!!)
after cca met chloe and went chalet together
okay,i was fucking hyper when we were playing uno stack
haha don't know what i ate our drank till made me like that
had bbq and it was alright only thing is that we don't have enough money for the food
i fock out 20 bucks for the food...its okay,im sincere enough to do that as it's for my class
okay, then the teachers came, ms firda also fock out some money to buy for us food
(we owe her quite a lot and don't know when to return her)
then at night mrs ng came she brought us 2 packet of snacks and that's quite thankful man!!!
watched little rascals then around 11.30 went home (fetched aisah home)
was fucking tired man!!!
slept around 12.30 as i was too tired (didn't ton lah)

wednesday
had cca then have to conduct again
lunch with the bahs and went home
stayed home the whole day after cca and packed my things for refects camp the next day
off to bed quite early!!!!

thursday
was the prefects camp
okay met faustine the went to school and met at 8 at the sunken foyer
first we had this talk about our personality and i knew my personality which 's'
discovered some of our classmates personality too
after the talk was lunch and its damn pathetic we have to go out and eat our lunch
headed back to school then had another talk (shared vision talk)
after that was some discussion about our problems we faced throughout the days we've been a prefect
the after that was the amazing race thingy and it was planned by the future councils (sec 2s)
dinner was after the game
the food was"*toot* man!!!
but no choice was fucking hungry so just eat it
after dinner we had our shower then was night walk
im suppose to be group with charlotte and rini but then joan changed me and mathea so i group with su jan and agatha
while waiting for our turn, my group and faustine's (consist of faustine,eunice and xiao qi)
we talk about some ghost stories happened in our school before and randomly we started talking about body piercings
okay then it was my turn, it wasn't that scary actually heard some screamings but don't know what they screamed for
had no time to finish our clues and can you imagine i find only one clue???
its damn *toot*
was searching for the second clue when they called us up
it was for a debrief then around 11.30-12.00 was lights off and thank god at last i can sleep
slept at mpr2
was freaking cold and luckily i brought my jacket and im like freezing!!!
had a terrible nose block the whole day and some other ppl were sick too
was a tiring day

friday
woke at 6 then met at the canteen at 7 for breakfast
there was this sandwich making competition
after that was some activity that we have to write words of encouragement and paste on a piece of paper that we wrote our names...i received quite a number of words of encouragement hehe
me and sarah had to put back the host we used to bathe back to auntie yanti
then after all this we had to arrange 300 chairs for grad night it was tiring kay!!!
i went home halfway as i couldn't stand my sickness
so went home and straight away jump on my bed and fell asleep
was suppose to bathe and go out to the hospital as my grandma is having an operation
in the end went out at 5pm and instead went to her house
then continued sleeping at her house as the past four days have been sleeping late and was tired
aunts and uncles came then went home at 11
was still sick but was better then before
okay...i really hate my uncle...he's really fucking rude and heartless
he makes everyone hate him
don't think you've apologised to my dad what you've done,we will still rmb abt the incident!!!
maybe my dad forgive you but not me!!!you hurt me and my family
im only 14 if i were older i will have just punch you like hell and i will dare to answer you back
i think about my grandparents and i care about my family that's why i just keep quiet
the incident was like 2 years back and 2 years back i was young and maybe i have no feelings after what happened but now im getting mature and im seriouly hating you whenever i think about the incident
you broke my relationship with my cousins and you only think of yourselves!!!
i will never forgive you and i will always hate you!!!
you deserve whatever my mum say and think about you
don't try to fool around with me okay!!!you have not see another side of me!!!

today
grandparents at my house now
they sleeping here till monday
i have to take care of my grandma...haha
okay i think that all for now...tatas!!!

what we could have been, 7:32 PM.